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maybella snow Aug 2013
i literally just had a break down
i cried and                            
begged you not to go                      
                           you heard it all
                         - mindless blabbering at 4:57 am -
            runninng on no sleep
and i think it broke you to pieces                
that you were the reason
   why i was falling apart
               simply because you had to go
maybella snow Aug 2013
i told you i was

sitting on the floor in the kitchen
with my laptop
and empty coffee cup
and a spoon

then continued to say

i am so broken
the definition of broken

you replied with:

i'm sorry, but that was adorable

*how is my being broken
sitting on the floor in the kitchen
with a spoon
empty coffee cup
and laptop
"adorable"?
maybella snow Aug 2013
not the one's involving flying                                                  
or super strength                                                  
or even endless knowledge                                                  
no,                         instead
i dream of impossibilities like:                                            
you holding me.
us sitting together
arms and legs touching
hands held between us.
gentle, warm hugs
face pressed into your shirt.
smelling your skin
fingers interlocked
your thumb grazing the bruises
swelling my hand
kissing my knuckles better.
you knowing where
each and every one
of my scars are
and loving them
because they're me.
sweet embraces
before blessed sleep
only to wake
still embraced.
seeing your eyes close up
knowing you're only looking
at mine.
groggy voices stating
"i love you"
because it's completely the truth.
your hand
resting on my waist
holding me close
protecting me from the world.
us.
maybella snow Aug 2013
just the fact that i made
     you
smile today
            made me smile
  which made you smile
more
  and more
                           until we were both
                     grinning from ear                                    to ear
       because
i made you smile
maybella snow Aug 2013
i think it's a little different
when it's against a wall
maybella snow Aug 2013
you stopped calling me baby
and started calling me love
i asked why                                      
you said, because it's fitting          
and baby is too common a name  
for me
maybella snow Aug 2013
the wall seems to be unaffected by my apologies
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