love me, hate me
drown me away in a blood pool of pain.
i can't sway you away,
my true beloved gone like mice,
we go together like fire and ice.
my heart is frail like glass,
i wish this feeling could pass.
the only thing holding me back is the feeling he lacks.
alone is what he leaves me,
besides the pitiful memories of when he used to tease me.
i often can't breathe, begging you please,
for everything we used to be.
my casket lie ahead,
for i am soon to be dead.
words fill this page,
like water fills my brain.
the painful stain of you not to be washed away,
for fear you might love me someday.