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Mayank Ricky Oct 2015
gussa hai kya ..

Gussa nahi hoon
Tujh mein change dekhkar shocked hoon

Mujhe m change !!
Towards you ??
Heartbeat slow ** gyi ekdum padh ke
Exactly how ??

Slow nahi honi chahiye
U have more friends now
Time gets divided :) it's okay
I m used to it by now
N don't worry about me changing towards you as that will never happen .. :)
Goodnight dodo
Too busy to reply ??

I cant rply now .. Sorry
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I really have noting to say and I'm completely agree with you that time divides and which is not on purpose not at all .. It was just a flow through my phase..
When you told me about this I really get break down .. Shivering .. Went out to puke .. I don't know whats happing that time bcz the way you said it, realizing my mistake and it really feels me that I hurt you so badly ..
But its not like that i have new friends and I forget you .. No .. Thts my bad .. And the people out there means nothing to me .. They don't know whats my dreams are .. They don't know how much I respect for my Maa .. They don't know how badly i miss my brother and father .. They don't know that I'm losing a frined like raj .. And now not you ..
And I don't know you remmbr or not that i promised you that i'll never change for you ..
I'm still on my words .. I'm not .. Not at all
I don't know how to apologize .. But please forgive me for this .. I still have no where else to go ..

Manks u r 100% forgiven
U are like sana to me
Will never leave ur side .. I am glad u have friends .. U have had them for long .. But there is some change in ur attitude .. That pinched me ... Ll never leave ur side .. Don't puke .. Don't feel weak .. Cz m always there to strengthen you
Goodnight dodo
31st October 2015
was missing DAD ..
Loveyou Maa
Mayank Ricky Oct 2015
Inhaling the smoke, they start to feel magnetize ..
Eyes are closing just like they should ..
Getting thirsty,
Mouth is dry ..
I’m feeling nub while looking at them,
just like I could fly ..
In a sky of poetry ..
The rotation’s set, it’s coming near to me ..
Past the gums, down the throat it’ll go ..
Look out lungs,
here comes the dank flow …
Filled to capacity ..
No one warned them of such a big **** ..
They’re on the top, enjoying like a positive fool ..
Everybody’s eyes are unexpected surprise ..
they look like red blood veins surface ..
Stomach’s hungry ..
**** that was great..
far from just good ..
That’s what it’s like to get ripped in the dark ..
I’m always staring at them ..
leaving their responsibilities behind ..
Their soul is submerged ..
under the sea of drugs ..
Trapped, Grasping for breath ..
But still carving for more ..
Because, everyone is loved here ..
Have no Religions ..
A place of Humanity ..
HighLane .. !!
Mayank Ricky Jun 2015
He thought it was a good time ..
It finally came true ..
but the sound of her silence ..
is known to drag him far from her .. !!

He slept with some expectation from her ..
Something she told him to do ..
But now it's was just a pretended promise ..
She never think it through .. !!

He still waiting for her to ..
open the door of promise ..
But all the way long he's standing behind the door ..
in a dark place known as a Dead Dream !!
Mayank Ricky Jun 2015
"Have you ever been in Love" .. She said ..
(He looked in her Eyes )
Never .. I don't need to !!

"Who's your Crush" ? .. She said ..
( He looked in her eyes )
No .. I don't have any !!

She looked away ..
He's still looking at her ..
She didn't realize that ..
( He whispered )
"You will never get to know whom I'm in Love with" !!

She looked at him again and said "I wish the girl you fall in love with will Love you more than you do."

He Smiled holding his breath and wished for the same .. !!
Mayank Ricky Jun 2015
She always travel in a
Bus because she can't afford
car for Herself .. !!

He needs to save his
hard working money just to
complete his Mother's wish .. !!

I have nothing to do with
anything because they both
are my God .. !!
Mayank Ricky Jun 2015
She’s crying ..

I went there ..

He was already there ..

She Smiled ..

They left ..

I’m still there ..

And for the first time ..

She didn’t look back as she left ..

I still had a nice view .. !!
Mayank Ricky Apr 2015
Behind locked doors she sits in silence.
It is the silence she craves,
the silence that soothes her broken soul.

There are times she sits alone and cries
For the times she has been hurt, the mistakes she has made.
Behind locked doors she is a refugee in her own mind.
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