oh my body aches
the longing for peace
i wish i could lock away your eyes
just for me

the necessary
things that you can reveal
beside me
it defiles the moment of the daunting question
pure and well meaning


can’t i be the one who’s taken serious
don’t you think so


what keeps me awake is what keeps me in tact
putting that on you was the worst decision
and im sorry for it
but i won’t let you go

your wrists bruised and blistered
suffocating my love
it’s kind of my thing
i know
i hope you find it sweet


i feel the blow
the adrenaline begins to move throughout
it’s been so long
ive been so scared

you can’t stand me now
and that’s ok
i ******* hate myself sometimes

nothing can get better than this sweetie
all jokes aside nothing will ever feel this intense
and we only have ourselves to thank

my mind is only a void
but in my mind I’m the greatest ****
im also a terrible man
so that’s precisely why

because i am used goods
i don’t know how to feel new
but with you
this can be our truth

a horrible start for the feeling of everything
everything you and I have prayed for
palms holding tight
can we be worthy of heaven
in spite of our sins