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Marisa Lu Makil Jun 2021
I fell asleep praying for your soul
And when I woke, I prayed some more
Marisa Lu Makil Jun 2021
He wasn't particularly handsome
No lovely dark hair
Or green eyes
The world didn't stop to stare at him
But I did.
He wasn't confident
Or proud,
He didn't spend his days
Being recognized or
Fauned over by the masses,
He didn't even love himself
But I did.
I can't say
That we were meant for each other,
Or the stars aligned
To bring us together,
But there was a
Hope
Of "maybe" between us
And no one else could understand it,
But we did.
Marisa Lu Makil Jun 2021
I don't want to say I hate you
Or I regret what happened
I don't want to say I love you
Or I wish we could go back
So I guess I'll just say thank you
For all our memories
The good and all the bad ones
That led us to where we are
Marisa Lu Makil Jun 2021
It hurts less to watch him fall in love with someone else
Than for us to live
Solitary
knowing that what we both want
Is something we can never have
Marisa Lu Makil Mar 2021
We are all
So in love
With destroying ourselves
Marisa Lu Makil Feb 2021
I fell in love with the dark of the mountains
And the lights in the October sky.
Marisa Lu Makil Jan 2021
I'm a bit fragmented
Warded up
With layers
Of
Stay-aways
A whisper of
"Don't get too close"
I'm a little too-easily broken
None too strong
All I need
Is a little warmth
And maybe I'll begin to grow
If only
I could trust
That someone else
Will handle me gently
If only this shell
Weren't made of glass
I might not shatter
Under the weight
Of all the "maybes"
Dripping into my ears
But every atom
Has a breaking point
You simply need to know
From what height
It must be dropped
Not my best work, I'm not my best self. Today I just feel... Sad?... overwhelmed?...Worthless? I cannot find the word, but I know I feel broken and I feel there is no one to glue me back together.
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