I've been struggling with one particular sin lately, and I was going to write a poem that reflected more or less my love if that sin, and as I was about to publish it, Christ withheld my hand. He helped me delete it and write this instead. He gave me the words and the rhymes and they fell from my lips like a memorized verse. There was no struggle to find the right words and corresponding rhymes- Here have them to me. Sin is confusing and lonely. God... He makes sense. He leads only to joy and peace. God alone is holy. I need my precious heavenly father to stay my sin and give me the strength to vanquish it when I know I am too weak to do it alone. Praise God from whom all blessings flow. 😌😌😌🙏🙌

My only source of joy, sanity, health, my only flow of life and love, and lifted spirit, my strength and courage, my peace and wisdom, my heart and soul are all given to me and led to by a man I cannot see.

I've been in once place for 2 years and now moved back to my home town. Everyone here has moved on from having me in their lives, and I can't help thinking about how soon the people I left behind will do the same. I'm stuck between two lives. I just feel like I don't belong anywhere anymore.