Marisa Lu Makil

Marisa Lu Makil Feb 2019

Remember remember

I wonder if you ever think about
How much you broke my heart
When you set me on fire
And left me to burn

Tyler Thatcher it's been 5 years
And it still hurts

Marisa Lu Makil Feb 2019

Destiny

Maybe we were all meant
To be lonely stars

Marisa Lu Makil Feb 2019

Lonely lovely

Sometimes
I'm in a group of people, and
We're laughing and talking
And I feel lonely
So I wander off
To see if anyone
Will
Miss me
No one ever does

I don't know why I keep doing this to myself because it always makes me cry.

Marisa Lu Makil Jan 2019

A Thousand Years

The truth is
You've treated me wrong
For a long time
I just didn't see it
But now that I'm standing up for myself
And it's pushing you out of my life
And it hurts
So
Badly

It hurts so much to push you away. I've known you my whole life and until today, I never even realized how much you hurt me. I've seen evidence of it right in front of me a thousand times over, I just didn't want to believe it. But I need to take care of myself now. After 20 years, I'm just seeing that, and I can't believe I never saw it before; you don't really love me. You love what I can do for you.

Marisa Lu Makil Jan 2019

Inhale, Exhale

There's no pattern
It's just that sometimes
My heart feels heavy
And I feel broken
And my voice wavers
And I can't breathe anymore

The sun will rise and we will try again

Marisa Lu Makil Jan 2019

Hard Truth

The only think I look forward too anymore
Is the dark abyss of sleep

Marisa Lu Makil Jan 2019

Identity Crisis

I am broken
I am lost
And I am alone