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Marisa Lu Makil Sep 2018
It came like mist
On water at night
Slowly
But powerfully
I didn't even know
It was there at first
Until it turned my heart
From the beating read
To the dead black
I left all familiarity
For hopes of something better
Little did I know
I was leaving paradise
For its nemesis
I rolled my life away
Like dice
Until nothing was left
Save that charcoal heart
And a feeling of defeat
In my mind
I had fallen
Into a pit
Of destruction
And slick as the walls were
I could not get out
I shouted to passersby
And cried out for anyone
Anything
That would save me
From this shadow
Yet none
Would turn aside
I wallowed long
In my own thoughts
And searched for another way
If only I could find a foothold
I could climb out on my own
For days
I attempted escape
Only to fall again and again
Until I was so broken
I could try no more
And it was there
Deeply submerged
In darkness
And despair
That my soul sang
An old song
Like a prayer answered
In my misery
And inability
I saw a man
Glowing
And more radient than any
Sunset
Climb down to join me
Taking my hand,
He helped me to my feet and suggested
That I make use
Of His shoulders
Standing then, upon them,
I found myself able
To reach the top
Looking back
Unto my Savior,
There was now no way for
Him to climb out
"Good sir, how, now do you make your escape?"
He spoke softly
"My job is done, it is finished,
Pass on now to freedom,
Go now back home
Not my best work, but an extended version of a poem I wrote last month ish. (Prodigal)
Marisa Lu Makil Sep 2018
You walk with your friends
Talk with your friends
Laugh with them
Hug on your friends
But here I am
Alone
Because no one
Wants to be with the sad girl
The messed up girl
Who can't park straight
And never says what's wrong
Because the truth is I don't know
No one wants to sit with the emotions
Of my mind
Telling me over
And over
That people are mad with me
And I'm a ***** up
And it's so loud
In my head
That I can't even hear
The movie we're watching
So just leave me be
"'*** I'm trying to see
What that actress is doing on the screen"
Move over
You're too clingy
But all I really want is
A way out
A way out of this ******* up mess
That has become my life
And if that means
A gun to my head
A knife on my wrist
Or pills down my throat
Then that's what it will be
Marisa Lu Makil Aug 2018
And it was there
Deeply submerged
In darkness
And despair
That my soul sang
An old song
And I came home
Marisa Lu Makil Aug 2018
I just want someone
To say they love me
Even if they don't mean it
Or don't know me
Or live a hundred miles away
I just want to hear those three words
We all hold
So dear
I just want someone
To say they love me
My roommate has guys falling at her feet, and she doesn't care for any of them, and I have to watch them get shot down when I would do anything to have someone love me.
Marisa Lu Makil Aug 2018
You have magic in your eyes
And music in your soul
Marisa Lu Makil Aug 2018
I miss the way you
Would hold me in your arms and
Press your lips on mine
*Haiku*
Marisa Lu Makil Aug 2018
I live
For stormy days
Chilly wind
Colorful leaves
The color orange
Long scarves
Warm boots
Giant sweaters
Cloudy skies
Hot tea
Good books
Bonfires
The smell of burning leaves
Fuzzy blankets
Candy corn
And corn mazes
Hot cider
Scary movies
Acorns
Petrichor
Candy apples
Jack-o'-lanterns
Splendor in the air
And long walks
Through quiet forests
I am in love with fall
I can't wait for fall you guys. You don't even know. I am so excited.
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