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 May 2015 marina
Megan Grace
where you are a soft hum
in my chest he was a riptide,
a cheese grater swallowed
whole, the fifth sunburn
of the summer. you are
the breeze on a rainy
morning but i can't
love your hands the way
i did his why can't i love
your hands the way i did his
I'm tired of trying to be okay.
 May 2015 marina
Megan Grace
Sober
 May 2015 marina
Megan Grace
it has been ten months three weeks
and five days   since   the last time i
spoke words that  were meant only
for your ears and i   am doing okay.
 May 2015 marina
Megan Grace
i have been trying to
lose you in his hands
but i think i am finding
myself there instead i
think i am finding
myself there instead
 Feb 2015 marina
Megan Grace
i miss your drunken
"i love you"s   please
just    c o m e    back
i'm     starting       t o
forget    what    your
hands feel l i k e  i'm
startingtoforgetwhat
your hands   feel like
London is farther away than
I can fathom at this point.
 Feb 2015 marina
Megan Grace
you are sea salt and pine
needles, the lingering scent
of cigarettes and my shampoo.
i am used to being stuffed full of
an image of who people wished i
was but you simply take each
piece of me like it is more
magnificent than the
last, like i am
somehow
made
of
something
more than skin
and bones and
aching lungs.
My new favorite thing is when
you say "What was that, lovely?"
 Feb 2015 marina
Megan Grace
i wonder
how you would
feel if you knew
that i have fallen
for someone else,
someone who holds
me like my hands are
made of porcelain and
my heart of crystal,
someone who smells like
winter and cigarettes and
wind, someone who looks at
me like he knows how many
times i have traveled the earth
to find him. i wonder if you
want me to be happy.
do you still read these?
 Feb 2015 marina
Megan Grace
egret
 Feb 2015 marina
Megan Grace
i can only love in splinters,
in tsunamis.
i'm having trouble with today.
 Feb 2015 marina
Megan Grace
London
 Feb 2015 marina
Megan Grace
i am in love with the
messesstickysweetgum
glued to my windpipe
please destroy me with
promises and feed me
forever's straight from
the palm of your hand
because i will store them
when you have given
up already and moved
on i swear i will still
hear them rumbling
from under my bed after
you are long gone
I am in love with being lied to.
 Feb 2015 marina
Megan Grace
i feel like i am boiling.
i'm not sure if that makes sense.

i imagine you in grays and blues
and paved streets and brick
buildings. you are so very much
in your element on concrete and
in architectural feats. i knew you
would not settle (how could you)
with me but i was hoping for a
change of heart change of pace
change of of of of you and me and
some semblance of a future like we
talked about. where is the line
between wanting and needing
because i think i crossed it back in
november the first time you said
my name and squinted one eye
at me that way i like. sometimes i
look east and wonder if the london
air feels lucky to wrap itself
around you. do you ever look west
and wonder the same of me?
I said I would not wait for you.
Is this what not waiting feels like?
 Feb 2015 marina
hkr
stapler
 Feb 2015 marina
hkr
sometimes,
the s y l l a b l e s of your name
still feel like staples in my chest.
i'm back.
and so is he (in spirit.)
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