People entered my soul without notice
They visited me
and they lived in me
Their strenght was all I need
And I depended on them
And I let them change me
to be better of course
I never knew what I kept
inside of me
Until one day
I opened up
I said what I wanted to say
I acted naturally
I wasn't too shy
I let go of my insecurities
I let go of past judgments that were
always sticked to my thoughts

New beginnings are scary at first
but they are filled with new feelings
New excitments
They make you who you are
You become stronger
You feel better
But that doesn't mean
that there weren't lonely days and lonely nights
when all I ever did
was remember past memories
and look at old photos
It's not that easy to forget people
that you love
I'm not forgetting them
I'm just learning how to live without them

Happiness is waking up in the morning and being able to get up
Happiness is sorting out your clothes and realizing that you have too many
Happiness is knowing that you’re lucky
Happiness is finding out that your stress is meaningless
Happiness is not being afraid of useless things
Happiness is taking care of yourself everyday
Happiness is bathing in a warm water
Happiness is sleeping early
Happiness isn’t that hard you know
But we always forget ourselves in this chaotic world
I want you to take care of yourself no matter what
To love yourself and admire your body even if it’s not perfect
I want you to wake up everyday grateful that you’re living this life
I want you to have all the things that we’re missing in your life
I want you to have friends that love not matter how weird and awkward you are
I want you to trust yourself enough so you’ll never worry about the future
I want you to give yourself some time to sit back and relax
Make time for yourself , for your own self
It’s not good to neglect yourself
You are enough my dear
But stil don’t know it
Don’t wait for someone to tell it to you
My darling you are strong because you’ve decided to fight
But don’t lose yourself in it
It doesn’t matter if you win or you lose
What matters is your effort, your strength, your ability to stand up again
If you're thinking that your life should be all about good moments
You’re wrong
Look around and you will see that all this chaos inside of your head doesn’t exist
You will have more confidence once you understand that being yourself is the best thing you’ll ever learn to do
Have a good life and appreciate what makes you weak

There's a difference
between getting used to someone
liking them
and loving them

We stare into screens
Afraid to be ourselves

To understand yourself
is the first step to heal yourself

I believe in beginnings

In the middle of a pandemic
Home is the place where we connect
To a social platform
in order to survive

Most of the times
We love people
Not because they complete us
But because
They give us a reason to live

some people surround us
with all the negativity in the world
and then they ask us
why did we leave

Do not be judgmental
Do not ask ask me questions
I can't give you explanations
That's what I told my inner self
Everytime i did something wrong and unpleasant

Return to you root
What caused your tension?
What created your anger?
Can you not get mad at yourself
For overreacting?

The unconscious
Made the human mind
Doubtful and uncertain

This rush
This madness
What is this feeling
How can you describe it
Is it okay to always want it?
What if someday it fades
Just like everything else

But for now we are in control of
ourselves
And we are experiencing moments of exctasy even if they only last  seconds

I was always fascinated with words
The way they could change you
And let you see other people
In ways you never thought were possible

I can't convince myself
That I need someone in order to maybe feel complete
I can't accept the fact
That to love people
Is to accept their messy world
To deal with their problems
Is it too complicated
Or is it the wrong person?

I am aware of the fact
That change let us lose parts of ourselves

Letting go
of everything
that stops me
from being free
Letting go
of what anchors me
to the ground
Letting go
of what strangles me
Yes, letting go
of the person
that I wasn't able
to give up on
for years

I’m sorry that sometimes
I don’t know how to stand beside you
Comfort you in the correct way
I try my best to motivate you
But things don’t always work
I know that you are suffering
You’re making efforts
And I’m certain that what you’re passing through
Is really hard
I can never deny that
But I’m sure you’ll get better
It takes time, energy and patience

We choose
Who we
Want to become

Stability
Is
A
Crucial
Disease

I am afraid to start again
What if I am not enough
What if I fail
What will happen then

We need time to recover
To start again
Healing will happen to you
Just be patient with yourself

I want to sit in front of a computer
While you sit next to yours
Face to face
And our connection could be felt
through our screens touching

What are we running after?
Is it love?
Finding destiny?
Or are we just running to get into the torrent of life?
To keep moving just like everybody else
Because moving fast
Has become the new motto
Waking up everyday
Doing the same routine
Without ever stopping
As if taking some time to rest is a sin
Being unable to catch up with the speed
Is okay is totally human
Take your time
To discover yourself before others
Do not follow what others are doing

Focus on yourself
Sometimes you have to
be arrogant
even narcissistic
Feel angry
For god's sake
become a rebel soul
You deserve everything
honey
you're breathing
do whatever you
want with your life

I want to be a tree
So I can plant my roots
Take care of my surroundings
And let things grow on me

We are always afraid
Of people leaving us
Without notice

He only said
I wanna know you better
And that’s how it all started

I'm torn between what I want and what I need to do
I'm torn between allowing myself to feel something for someone or spending a lifetime not admitting it
I'm torn between my distant country and the new city that I live in
And all these things
that I can't control
are making me go mad
This uncertainty is killing me
I'm tired of all this mess
This modern world is nothing but
a series of routines that are repeated
Like a tv show that you're not able
to stop watching
Full of silences in the metro when
you can't stop thinking about every single thing

People write
To connect

Give a voice
to all the thoughts
that speak in your mind

Imagining things
that don't exist
is torture

He walked
not knowing
that I observed him
from my car

That's how
everything
returned back
to its place
I have healed
myself from you
And that's how all human
existence has moved on

Missing someone so much
You don't want to talk to them
Nor hear their voices

We make plans
to feel more in control
of our lives

But maybe
not knowing,
being confused
and
having alternatives
Is simply better

There was something peaceful in his gaze
Like somehow he has figured out his whole life
And I didn't want to disrupt this
For he seemed happy

We are slaves
Constantly waiting for
Our masters to save us
We are prisonners
Unable to breath
Correctly
We are rebels
not knowing
If we want to be free
Or angry

What you keep inside
matters the most...

There will come a time
When we will be separate from each other
And it will feel weird at first
But it’s okay
Nothing should last
Everything should be transformed
People
Situations
Places
Accept the fact that change is beneficial
No matter how much you crave stability

Some people analyze their life
While others simply live it

Do not conform
to a world
that constantly tries
to define you,
by your age,
your level of education,
your earnings,
and where you come from

I cannot control the world
Nor the situations

Some people leave
because they gave us
everything we need
in order to continue
our path in life

We sometimes need people
to save us from all the misery
that we have created in our own heads

You will never see
how much I’ve grown
on the inside

Keep going
no matter
how much
you are scared
of failing

If we share the same weather
Would I feel more close to you?

Who are you when you're
Not surrounded?

If circumstances are against you
Don’t be against yourself

When we lose everything
A glimpse of hope still strikes
We cannot do it alone
No matter how much we try
We need guidance
Care
And constant
attention

There is endless opportunities
Yet sometimes I feel stuck