People entered my soul without notice
They visited me
and they lived in me
Their strenght was all I need
And I depended on them
And I let them change me
to be better of course
I never knew what I kept
inside of me
Until one day
I opened up
I said what I wanted to say
I acted naturally
I wasn't too shy
I let go of my insecurities
I let go of past judgments that were
always sticked to my thoughts

New beginnings are scary at first
but they are filled with new feelings
New excitments
They make you who you are
You become stronger
You feel better
But that doesn't mean
that there weren't lonely days and lonely nights
when all I ever did
was remember past memories
and look at old photos
It's not that easy to forget people
that you love
I'm not forgetting them
I'm just learning how to live without them

Not
talking
made
things
easier
more
bearable

I left
So you'll grow outside of me
I came back to see what remained of our flame

Someone called me modern today
and I don’t know if that’s a good thing
Maybe because where I was born people are usually attached to useless traditions
But we can’t always define someone by their country of origin
Even if we have lived in same places
but we have different parents, entourage and all that stuff
Stereotypes ruin our lives
But we will always find a way to show our true selves

Most of the times
We love people
Not because they complete us
But because
They give us a reason to live

The unconscious
Made the human mind
Doubtful and uncertain

It’s been a rough year
for all of us
But we have survived
We made it through tough times
We did our best to protect ourselves
We enjoyed small little outings
We walked a lot
We talked on the phone a lot
We discussed
our fears
our worries
our sufferings
What made us sad
But still
We handled it
We continued living
Were are still breathing
We are talking taking care of our souls
of our bodies
All of this has the power
to makes us feel better
to accept
ourselves as human beings
affected by the outside world

People write
To connect

I was always fascinated with words
The way they could change you
And let you see other people
In ways you never thought were possible

Heal me
without judgement
Help me
without my notice
For whenever we put labels on necessities
they lose their meaning and their credibility

some people surround us
with all the negativity in the world
and then they ask us
why did we leave

Keep going
no matter
how much
you are scared
of failing

Letting go
of everything
that stops me
from being free
Letting go
of what anchors me
to the ground
Letting go
of what strangles me
Yes, letting go
of the person
that I wasn't able
to give up on
for years

Do not be judgmental
Do not ask ask me questions
I can't give you explanations
That's what I told my inner self
Everytime i did something wrong and unpleasant

I’m sorry that sometimes
I don’t know how to stand beside you
Comfort you in the correct way
I try my best to motivate you
But things don’t always work
I know that you are suffering
You’re making efforts
And I’m certain that what you’re passing through
Is really hard
I can never deny that
But I’m sure you’ll get better
It takes time, energy and patience

In the middle of a pandemic
Home is the place where we connect
To a social platform
in order to survive

There's a difference
between getting used to someone
liking them
and loving them

I am aware of the fact
That change let us lose parts of ourselves

Imagining things
that don't exist
is torture

I can't convince myself
That I need someone in order to maybe feel complete
I can't accept the fact
That to love people
Is to accept their messy world
To deal with their problems
Is it too complicated
Or is it the wrong person?

I'm torn between what I want and what I need to do
I'm torn between allowing myself to feel something for someone or spending a lifetime not admitting it
I'm torn between my distant country and the new city that I live in
And all these things
that I can't control
are making me go mad
This uncertainty is killing me
I'm tired of all this mess
This modern world is nothing but
a series of routines that are repeated
Like a tv show that you're not able
to stop watching
Full of silences in the metro when
you can't stop thinking about every single thing

Stability
Is
A
Crucial
Disease

Return to you root
What caused your tension?
What created your anger?
Can you not get mad at yourself
For overreacting?

Focus on yourself
Sometimes you have to
be arrogant
even narcissistic
Feel angry
For god's sake
become a rebel soul
You deserve everything
honey
you're breathing
do whatever you
want with your life

What you keep inside
matters the most...

We choose
Who we
Want to become

If circumstances are against you
Don’t be against yourself

I am afraid to start again
What if I am not enough
What if I fail
What will happen then

We need time to recover
To start again
Healing will happen to you
Just be patient with yourself

Do not conform
to a world
that constantly tries
to define you,
by your age,
your level of education,
your earnings,
and where you come from

We are always afraid
Of people leaving us
Without notice

I want to sit in front of a computer
While you sit next to yours
Face to face
And our connection could be felt
through our screens touching

I cannot control the world
Nor the situations

If we share the same weather
Would I feel more close to you?

There was something peaceful in his gaze
Like somehow he has figured out his whole life
And I didn't want to disrupt this
For he seemed happy

Give a voice
to all the thoughts
that speak in your mind

What are we running after?
Is it love?
Finding destiny?
Or are we just running to get into the torrent of life?
To keep moving just like everybody else
Because moving fast
Has become the new motto
Waking up everyday
Doing the same routine
Without ever stopping
As if taking some time to rest is a sin
Being unable to catch up with the speed
Is okay is totally human
Take your time
To discover yourself before others
Do not follow what others are doing

I want to be a tree
So I can plant my roots
Take care of my surroundings
And let things grow on me

He only said
I wanna know you better
And that’s how it all started

We are slaves
Constantly waiting for
Our masters to save us
We are prisonners
Unable to breath
Correctly
We are rebels
not knowing
If we want to be free
Or angry

He walked
not knowing
that I observed him
from my car

That's how
everything
returned back
to its place
I have healed
myself from you
And that's how all human
existence has moved on

There will come a time
When we will be separate from each other
And it will feel weird at first
But it’s okay
Nothing should last
Everything should be transformed
People
Situations
Places
Accept the fact that change is beneficial
No matter how much you crave stability

If we can’t change a situation
That bothers us and sent us into despair
How about looking at it differently?
No matter how hard this task may seem

Missing someone so much
You don't want to talk to them
Nor hear their voices

Some people analyze their life
While others simply live it

Some people leave
because they gave us
everything we need
in order to continue
our path in life

Do not doubt yourself
You can do it
Despite all the negative thoughts
that circulate in your mind
Do not give up

Writing
               heals

We make plans
to feel more in control
of our lives

But maybe
not knowing,
being confused
and
having alternatives
Is simply better

Hold
your
own
hand

Are you happy?
Do you have thoughts that constantly live in your mind?
What do you want to change?
What inspires you?
What makes you grateful?
Who supports you when you feel down?
Who gives you hope?
Do you believe in a greater power?