it took a day to fall in love
and 6 months for him to leave
now how could I be the same me
when the only thing that made me me
doesn't care to stay with me
so now the me I used to be
isn't me because i am **broken

That's all it took to break us
My trust was thin
But
My patience thinner.

I came to you for a change
I told you about my pain
I trusted.

1 month and 1week
It took to fall
Then break
Now it's done .

I cannot trust your mystery
I cannot believe your lies
I cannot trust for it'll just make me cry.

All I can be sure of
Is that
I will not mold myself into
Your idea of **perfection

What attracted you to him?
with that tan skin
and those blue eyes.
What attracted you to him?
for you have yet to meet him.

What attracted you to him?
with that smile
that renders the sun useless.
What attracted you to him?
for he is so silent.

What attracted you to him?
with that dark look in his eyes
his bodies in the room
but his mind is in the clouds.

I can tell you what attracted you to him
its that you have yet to meet him
that you don't know the reason for the darkness in his eyes
that hes mute and keeps to himself
and that hes not an open book like the rest of them
What attracted you to him was
the mystery factor.

How could someone ever have feelings for me?
Dont they see im nobody?
Im still breaking everyday
When someone says they like me
All i can think is..
Why me?
Do they just want something from me?
I'll convince myself that its that way
That everything's temporary.
Thats why i cant afford to have feelings or
To trust the feelings that person claims to have
This is why ill always be emotionally unavailable
And alone.

I've worried about irrelevant things for quite some time
The more I think the less things make sense
The tears cloud my eyes and they make everything blurry
I feel less and less air getting to my lungs
Just when I think things can't get worse
I get my very own private earthquake
I quiver and I can't see
I can't breath
I ask "why me?"
It's just something I've got to live with
It's the constant pain of feeling no love
I've not been kissed in years, not been hugged in months and not been told "I love you" in days
The girl with the heart of stone craves affection