Do you understand their meaning
Do you realize what important words they are
Are you able to accept them because, I mean them.
You've known me all your life,
but you know nothing about me.
And I, I know everything about you.
I know every secret, everything.
We are best friends and you know nothing.
Do you realize, I've been there for every heart break
I've been your support for every single one,
and there have been so many.
Do you realize that I've had just as many?
Each time you found someone new.
Each time you fell for that wrong one
and I had to put you back together
I lost just as much as you did
My heart broke watching you with each one that came and went,
but I'm tired of waiting for you to notice me,
and now someone has found in me
what you saw in all those other girls.
Something worth going after,
something special.
They see each and every scar you left in my heart
and they are fixing me.
I love you still.
You will always be my first love,
but you won't be my only one.

I'm glad I have a friend like you

you always know the right thing to say
when i'm feeling down

I'm so happy that we met

You do the silliest thing
and always make me laugh
even when I don't think that I can

A friend like you is one in a million

we talk about any and everything
even though i'm 2,000 miles away

You're my best friend.

I don't know what I would do without you
you keep me sane and crazy all at once.

You're one of the most average people I know

We are average together
my Russian comrade
I don't know what I would do if I didn't have you

Not to get all mushy, but I love you buddy.
Stay average forever!

Buried deep
hidden inside, so far down you almost forgot it was there.
almost but not completely forgotten

something you are so afraid of,
so ashamed for anyone else to see
it's so hard to let it out,
so hard to just try to live with it,

but once it's out
you will be free
it will no longer haunt you, you will be free
just let it out, let your self be free

she's standing there holding him as he cries
and over his head she is staring at me
I can't tell what's in her eyes
I can't tell if it's pity or anger or maybe
     it's understanding

I'm standing there hugging myself
she's standing there holding him as he cries

and at first I'm numb inside,
and then I feel it
it's bubbling up inside me trying to get out.
But I can't let it out
this isn't about me

and then I run because I see something in her eyes
that I can't accept yet
I run as far as I can
not seeing what's around me

All I see,
is her holding him as he cries

it should be me holding him,
but it's my fault he is crying
it's my fault that I'm laying here cold and alone

I should be with him
instead I'm laying here
waiting for someone to find me
or for everything to just fade to black

I was running, running from everything
and now for my stupidity
I'm laying here
cold and alone

i saw nothing around me
until it was to late

I always see it when it's too late
but this will be the last time

and still all I really see
is her holding him as he cries

Alone with no hope.
No hope of somehow,
getting better.
So alone, it hurts
Trying so hard, so hard
to make it work.
To make it better,
to make it stop.
Broken, so broken
there is no chance
of fixing it.
With no will to fix it.
Broken, Shattered,
with no hope.
Damaged beyond repair.
and sadly I no longer care.
Fixed, broken,
It doesn't matter,
because in the end,
I'm still alone.