i am in a sea
a sea of light and darkness
swim swim swimming along
in the light of darkness
in the dark of light
i swim and dive and kick and spin
i lazy away until i have enveloped all that is now within
i eat it up and soak it through my skin
i devour it like i haven't eaten in days, years
i drink in its light i drink in its dark, morning
and night stars and suns and moons and clouds and skies i become one
i become one with the earth and the tide
with the sea close by my side, the sea inside
it's clear and fuzzy all at once
blur blur blurring until it's been years days months
i can't find what i'm looking for
there's no light in here no dark in here
just gray green red blue yellow orange purple pink
no white
nor black
no dark
nor light
no stars suns moons clouds skies
no morning
nor night
just me in this sea
swim swim swimming along
trying to find me