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 Jul 2013 madeline may
Meka Boyle
Life is the flat side of a butter knife-
Relentlessly turned upwards, upon a
Battered cedar coffee table. His muffled
Silver skin glistens amidst the two week
Old newspaper and hardened crumbs of
Sourdough toast, catching the reflection
Of his  weary hosts, as loud voices and silence
Rapidly bounce off the walls and onto his
Credit card-thin body:
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus.
Purposeless, he waits for someone to rescue him-
Pick him up from his five foot grave
Covered in peeling wood and sentimental scratches,
And slowly slide his cold, frame across the counter-
Anything to remind him of his relevance.
As the rusty butter knife lays, abandoned,
So life carries on- oblivious to his melancholy
Wails that fall dormant to the loud, blaring stereo,
And shifting feet that tread so softly
As to keep the monster from waking from her slumber.
Thus, the routine drones on and on,
To the soundtrack of 2am infomercials
Claiming indestructible silverware sets:
Oh, but they have yet to enter the finite world of Father Time.
As he sets his place at the table, wearily awaiting what's to come,
The butter knife exhales hope, and suffocates in an air of subtle indifference,
Claiming his stake as a hollow prop, within an afflicted stage.
 Jul 2013 madeline may
marina
nothing is more violent than
love, but i would reconstruct
mountains just to have another
chance to break them down
again with you
(but while you're around, i forget my demons)  
it's been so nice and rainy this week c:
 Jul 2013 madeline may
raðljóst
say my name
as the colours dance
and the walls tremble
call to the wind in this room
before i fall to the floor
before voices speak
and voices echo
before voices speak
and voices echo
exclusively to my ears

or you can dance to no music
speak with no replies
sit with the singing birds
and hear not a sound.
 Jul 2013 madeline may
raðljóst
breathe in the mist
in the morning air
walk with two feet
that touch the ground bare
this is your earth, child
**this is your home
i thought i was on a roll until i thought of the rhyme "don't wreck it like rome" but then i figured i don't really know enough to go around saying things like that.
 Jul 2013 madeline may
raðljóst
i guess you've got to watch out
when you're spreading your young
wings
or be carried by wicked winds
to places you'd never want to be.

*if you are flying
keep trying
or you will find your wings
broken on the ground
baby steps, my dear.
 Jul 2013 madeline may
raðljóst
collect
        fall into the open mind
        assemble new potential
   and
               deliver the product
          of a good night's sleep
found some notes from 2011.
i am a white empty room and there is no 2 o'clock august light shining through my window.
i think it skipped me because it thought no one was home.
i say i live in a house with too many rooms.
and that things are not supposed to love you.
i want everything to happen to me as it happens.
i am 11:12 pm.
i don't really know much, but once i heard that your fist is roughly the size of your heart
and when flies fall in love their brain is rewired to know only loving each other
and when one of them dies the others brain goes blank so maybe, i'm a fly.
i was born in the year of the ox, the month of the bull, and the body of a white rose.
ripped from my home, and given to someone who does not love me.
my name tastes of smoke and regret after a long night together.
it is the feeling you get that morning after you hadn't slept and there is nothing you want more than to have a good nights sleep.
it is everything pure, but broken.
a beautiful vase smashed into a million pieces just like your heart as the only person you've ever loved walks away and doesn't say a word.
it is the moon. always hiding away part of itself in the darkness of its sadness.
it has too many letters, yet it is still not enough.
in greek it stems from its root word meaning alone.
it is the name of a poet that doesn't succeed.
is is the name of a saint who used to sin.
it is rainforest eyes that blink too much.
 Jul 2013 madeline may
raðljóst
you,
you're ten thousand miles away
and i,
i haven't had any words to write
since you walked away.
okay so maybe more like 400km
and i have written, but only to you in pencil on paper that you might never see
and i want you to come home
i want you home
here
soon
please.
 Jul 2013 madeline may
Morgan
I am the most self aware when it rains
This pit in my stomach grows
deeper than the blood in my veins
And I can feel every inch
of absence that lingers
in the space between my fingers
Parallel lines of exhaustion
and depression fall into a figure eight
And at the point of intersection
you can find me buried
in too many years of self-hate
Begging for a case of amnesia
to take these memories away
Or at least a shot of anesthesia
to ease the pain if only
for a single comfortable day
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