Hey, Darling.
Its been almost a whole month
And I have done nothing but cry.
I wish I could have said goodbye.
I wish I could have helped you.

Hey, Darling.
Its been almost a whole month
And I want you back.
You understood my life.
You understood what it was like to be me.

Hey, Darling.
Its been almost a whole month
And I miss you so much.
Its taking all my strength not to join you.
Its taking all my strength to keep on living.

someone let me lay in their baggy tshirts
fall asleep on their chest
kiss my forehead
play with my hair.

please
apply here __

you whooed me with your charms
perswayed me with your words
complimented me
just to getbetween my thighs

you bought me the world
spoilt me rotten
expressed yourself
to get your desire

what was i to you
your *** doll?
a ***** little ****?
your fun?

tell me honestly
did you mean it when you told me
"you loved me"
"i was the one"
"ill be yours forever"

they say destroy everything you love,
before everything you love destroys you.

so I took that advice and tried to destroy myself,
why?
because when I was younger I got told,
if I didn't love myself no one else would.