Lutfil Gempak

Lutfil Gempak Dec 2019

Thorn

6 months,
1 year,
What a beautiful flower,
I plucked it,
Hoping I can take a good care of it.
i sun it with my smile and happiness,
i watered it with faithfulness and loyalty,
i worked hard for the best for two of us,
hoping i'll get a healthy living flower.
But i was wrong,
it was not the flower who grow
it was the thorn.
it grew bigger day by day,
until it hurts me so bad
I went so mad I didn't feel it
until today when i see it
with its new owner
Then I realize
I just lost the war.

17 June 2019

Lutfil Gempak Oct 2017

Goodbye

5 months
These days in matric
Were full off joyful moments
When you were by my side
We came from different places
But much more alike
That's how
The chemistry were bonded
I remember
The first time we greet
You teach me
How to start solve
Stupid crazy logarithms
You said it was easy
You like shoes
You like them a lot
Got a collection
Full of cupboard
Those memories
We created it together
Those crazy nights
Sleepy morning
Sunny afternoon
We've been through it together
But now
You're not here anymore
Destiny separated us
So don't forget
Where you belong

This poem is dedicated to my friends who got an offer to a better University, I'll hope he'll be fine. For you Atif Humaidi

#ciwau #aiskrimgoyang #cendol

Lutfil Gempak Sep 2017

Deep Blue Ocean

Drowned deeply inside the deep blue ocean
I've tried my best,
To not getting back there,
it's too dark,
its's lonely,
****, I hate being there
I was so desperate,
So I've tried my best ,
To not do that again
But another person,
Spoiled it.
And one single mistake
its not my mistake,
Leads me back there,
**** it!
I didn't asked to fall in love
I didn't want her to know my feeling
I didn't want to know her feelings about me
but now its too late.
And now,
I'm back,
Inside the deep blue ocean

#heartbreak #heartbroken #fml

Lutfil Gempak Jan 2017

Its you

You kinda blurry,
I don't know,
You seems strange,
Always said that
I am the one
The fault one

I just want be closer
But all my moves
Are always wrong
In your eyes
I'm like a sinner
And I don't know why

Give me a chance,
A chance in your heart
Even a glimpse
And I'll appreciate it
And you'll see
The better me

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