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Lucy Tonic Sep 2013
You point to your third eye
And raise it like a rhino
But I only hear your song
I only hear your song

You dance on stage for pleasure
But I only feel pain
And I only hear your song
I only hear your song

I can see you
If only I could read you
I breathe with you
But somehow the air is different

It grows like a tree
But is it sorcery

They turn you on
They get you in
Until
You drop out of your own free will
Lucy Tonic Sep 2013
They say I’m graduating to a life beyond this one
But will I start over, or repeat the third grade again
Cause we all suffer without friends, freedom or fun
And there must be something we carry over when it’s done
And my baggage can’t fit on anyone else’s shoulders
The sins we know of and the ones we forget, don’t die as we get older
The hierarchy of needs is a battle of survival for some
But will my next challenge or obstacle drop me to level one?
Will I find myself in Africa- fighting off flies and government lies?
Or will I be born in America, with the same family and troubles inside?
So the real question is, what does graduating mean?
Does it push evolvement to the highest degree?
Does it downgrade you, and send you back into the sea?
Does it upgrade you on the universal tree?
Is it all a secret process, where few have the keys?
I think next time I’ll major in theology
Lucy Tonic Sep 2013
Tangled in a web they spun for me
No fear or love, just curiosity
Hanging by a thread, all that I could see
Was a little child running straight through me

I fell down to the riverbed
Some kind of concussion on my head
I looked to the mouse, with its eyes of red
It said, “Relax, time is dead.”

Since then I’ve been turning decay into gold
While they all try to turn wine into blood
I guess I’m too brown for those above
I was made out of dirt, soil and mud

The sheep carried the bottles of Coke to the pyramids
The dog carried soda-pop to his master’s lair
Sitting on a chair
Standing in the sand
One big corporation runs all of this land
And the South has invisible clocks
And the North tends to live backwards
And the lens tries to look inside the heart
But it sees it only darkly
When will human nature be in the clear?
Two evils are at work, in the material world
Two evils are at work, in the caverns of our minds
But we forget to thank the burn-out, who’s right now
Pushing blue flowers of death into the wrong hands
Let’s hope someday he wakes up.
Lucy Tonic Aug 2013
Where is that portal of love
Love that has no opposites
Can’t rely on him no more
To provide me with my happiness
I’m sick of all the addictions
They arrest and keep me blind
I think I need to step outside
Where I’m open, spread wide open
And I come to some narrow stairs
And I feel the glory of nothing
And behind me is all resistance
But I don’t care
I don’t care
I’m enlightened because I suffer
And I’m conscious of my disaster
And my presence seeks to devour the past
And my light tries to dispel all the darkness
I think I’ve found that portal of love
And it’s within, not without
Lucy Tonic Aug 2013
Now
Cells divide and multiply
It all leads to decay
Cause we entered time and mind
When we fell from grace
If only the world was just born
So I could feel everything as new
Everything including you
Instead I wake up with absolute dread
And absolute ***** in my head
The night’s silence is just too much
But I’ll bear it all if I only could clutch
A piece of happiness that belongs to the revelers of the streets
Maybe then I won’t feel so alien, so hostile, so incomplete
I created a void of deep loathing in me
And over the years the waters have gotten deeper
Why carry on in struggle and misery
Annihilation seems best
Annihilation I will confess
Until you pull me right out, into the Now
Until you push me right out, into the Now
Lucy Tonic Aug 2013
He makes up the melody
She writes up the songs
Wailing for the universe
She thinks about the wide world
He complains days are long
Wailing for the universe
She drinks the holy water
As he breaks up the bread
Wailing for the universe
He works out his heart
While she plays with her head
Wailing for the universe
She looks for friends on the bottom of the ocean
He seeks them in an eyeball glass
Wailing for the universe
He can’t anticipate the future
She can’t forget about the past
Wailing for the universe
He waits for the white-out
While she blacks out a lot
Wailing for the universe
She prays for death of time
He thinks ‘she loves me not’
Wailing for the universe
She worries in the next life
That she will be feared
Wailing for the universe
He’s never been estranged from love,
But it’s strange to wipe her tears
Wailing for the universe
Surely, that ruler of airwaves
Has once upon a time
Wailed for the universe
He can pick up the tab
But he can’t commit the crime
Wailing for the universe
So if God decides to test you,
Better hold that faith steady
Wailing for the universe
Till the day that truth will come
And save you if you’re ready
Wailing for the universe
Lucy Tonic Aug 2013
I see the ocean in your eyes
The whole wide world in your brain
I just want to be a part of your heart
But it must contain
The whole universe
And you hurt
You toil and trouble and try
But mostly hurt
Will you let me go swimming in your soul?
Will you forget me and leave me alone?
I can’t take either, I’m not strong enough
And your skin is so soft, it’s almost too soft to touch
I’m quite aware of the demons you bore
But life is ready to give you more
I will carry you as far as I can
And rest your head on a blanket of sand
There your eyes will reflect all that we see-
A mirror-image of hope and gravity
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