i saw you
alone and afraid.
i tried giving
you comfort,
but instead of
accepting it
you pushed me.
further and further
i went.
slowly
d i s s o l v i n g
from your life
just as you wanted
to happen.
you weren't lonely
you needed someone
to tell your secrets
to then make them leave
that way they can't
hurt you. i get it now;
you push because you care.

Our thoughts often clash because you only believe in things you can touch. You're not much of a dreamer. However, you are able to grasp the concept that there is a wonderland outside of our misery. Not heaven, nor hell, a place untouched by me, you, or anyone else. It is not a tangible surface that you can go to to be happy. But more like a place that rewards you for your struggles in life. Misconception often happens of this place, even to whom have seen it. But I know exactly what it is. And from where you are coming from, you're not going to like it.