I made you scream
When we were in bed
The passion was so extreme
No one else could give you
The satisfaction you need
It's why you always came back for more
And why when you touch yourself at night
You think of all the things I did to you
Because I'm sure right now
Your *** life is a bore
I'm the best at your pleasure
No one else does it like me
My passion was so extreme
It's too bad you lost me

It feels so good
It's indescribable
When you come up behind me
And plant sweet kisses
Softly on my neck and cheeks
I swear there's never been
A more happy moment
When you do that to me
I am filled with butterflies
I haven't felt this in a long time
You light me up
With every touch
I can't get enough of your love
I'm truly attached
Right at the hip
You're the only one
I want to spend my life with
Kiss me through the day
Continue throughout the night
Your feel, your taste
It's what I need to breathe

People can get angry all they want
But I had to change my life
I left for a good reason
I was sick of living a lie
You didn't want me when I was around
And now that I've left
You try to put the blame on me
All this hate is simply crazy
I wasn't the one who'd ignore you
I was always there to comfort you
Apparently just when you were bored
Because you always left
Went back to other love interests
Treating me as if I meant nothing
It's not my problem
I was just a piece in your game
You lost me fair and square
Soon I'll forget your name
Along with your face

A part of me always wanted to believe
That one day we could be friends
The good kind
When we'd talk on the phone
Go on lunch dates to chat about nothing
Help each other when we were in need
It's unfortunate
And crazy
How much one can be so wrong about a person
I was incorrect about you
We can't ever be friends
Your motives always seem to be rooted in something
That most certainly is not love

I was swimming in a sea
Of confusion and heartache
But all along you were guiding me
Saving me from destruction

I was lost in a dark place
I had trouble understanding life
But you always made me feel safe
And helped me find my way

You are my light at the end
Of the long and cold tunnel
Through this bond, we transcend
Into a beautiful, undying love

This is more than I’ve dreamt of
You give me everything I desire
Truly, you’re my only love
Your heart takes me higher

I only wish to give you the same
Make you feel elation with every kiss
The spark will never leave this flame
We’ll burn brighter than the sun

Oh babe
I don't need to ask
If you'll be mine
You have been for a while
You're my true valentine
Let's kiss and make love
Watch the sunset on our porch
While we share a joint
Getting lost in each other's eyes
My head resting on your shoulder
This is heaven
Having you so close to my heart
And feeling your warmth
I love you so much
Let's promise to never part
And spend every February 14th together
Just you and me
Always and forever
So happy

I'm as happy as a clam
Laid-back
Replaying my favorite track
Feeling high
From the flowers I smoked
Just took a small ****
To loosen myself up
I feel like a whole new me
Totally free
From pain and anguish
And anxiety
I relish these precious moments
They don't last forever
But they come along
Because my life is getting better
And soon enough
As my soul replenishes itself
From all the damage that's been done
I'll feel this perfect bliss
Every single day
I'll thank the heavens
For my recovery
The smile on my face
Will become permanent again

Trusting too much
Having confidence in things that are faulty
Is almost as lethal as rat poison
First, the betrayal of trust
Causes an internal battle in the mind
Regret torments us
How could we have been so stupid
As to have faith in something that wasn't real
This pain is much like when the body
Bleeds internally
After the poison
Has settled in our system
Next comes a never ending feeling
Of pure exhaustion
We metaphorically collapse
Mimicking a rodent
We can no longer perform
Our day to day needs
Instead, we become so tired of life
It feels as though we are dead on the inside
But we never truly die
And in all honesty
I'd rather ingest poison
Than be betrayed again

Without your pathetic and pitiful web of lies
I finally feel I can live my life
I'm free from the garbage that fills your mind

You would always guilt trip me
Into believing that you were honest
You would get mad
When I spoke of wanting a new love
And what for
All you did was leave me in the end
By telling me you never loved me
And could never love me
You strung me along
Not for days
Not for weeks
But for months and months
You tortured me
Day after day
You went back and forth
Leading me to believe in a false hope
I was stupid to think
That you loved me truly
I knew how you were with others
You would lie
You would cheat to get ahead
I played the fool
By assuming you would be different with me
I treated you like a queen
And you treated me like I was nothing
And now I am here alone
With a broken heart
Can’t even leave this bed
Crippled to the core
With thoughts of you in my head

The thought of you makes me sick
Sicker than I've ever felt
When I think of the countless lies you told me
For months on end
When I think of how you said you loved me
Only to pull the rug right out from under me
And tell me it was all a lie
That you could never love the real me
It makes me want to *****
When I see your face
I get the urge to purge
Purge every memory of you out of my system
What you did to me will haunt you forever
You'll never forget me because I was your greatest lover
No one will treat you like I did
No one will love you like I did
You're a pathetic excuse for a human being
I knew you were troubled
But never to this extent
So troubled that you use everyone in your path
In the most extreme ways
I am the victim
And I always will be
And you will remain a nothing forever
I am sick because of you
But like any sickness
It will go away
And I cannot wait
For that day

I hope you appreciated
When I said
I loved you
Because it was the last time
I'll ever say it
To someone so
Unworthy

The day I forget about you completely
Will be a blessed day
You don't deserve a space in my mind

I don't need a new love
I've had him all along
I was just distracted
By the most evil of imps
Selfishness and egoism
The true root of your motives
Selflessness and love
The true root of his
It's not a matter of choosing
I've already chosen him
It's a matter of letting go
And I'm letting go of you

I deluded myself into thinking
That you were the only one for me
But I couldn't have been more wrong
I was blind but now I see

You're nothing special
Nothing compared to what I need
I give you my all
And you take the life right out of me

It's such a shame
How the wasted feelings left me empty
I always have faith in everything
Including the things that hurt me

I suppose it's time to change my ways
To stop believing in things that are hopeless
And instead live my life with clarity and peace
I'll move on and grow from this