Emily

Emily Feb 2014

Day to day obligations
Keep us apart
But when we reunite
In the night
The heat between us
Drives out the cold
Of the winter

I love him.

© Willa 2014

Emily Feb 2014

Hot Confessions

Physics is hard
But if it was easy
Then I wouldn't have met
My tutor
He's ****
A hot nerd
With curly hair
Bright eyes
And a sweet smile
It intoxicated me
Just for a little while
Had trouble staying focused
I'd rather look at him instead
Brains are such a turn on
I imagined us ******* on the table
I'm not ashamed to admit
I can't wait for our next session
This is becoming a dangerous habit
Maybe in class I'll pay less attention
Just so he can continue
To teach me a few things
And maybe not only about physics

Emily Feb 2014

I'm Doing Me

Hate me
Regret me
Does it look like I care?
I have a boyfriend
I have a best friend
I go to a public ivy
I'm doing me

Hold a grudge
Be vindictive
Does it look like I care?
I'm getting job offers
I'm getting healthy
I'm doing things that make me happy
I'm doing me

Act like a *****
Call me names
Does it look like I care?
It's not like I believe you
I know you're full of sin
You're just a liar
Keep to yourself

I'm doing me
And I'm not feeling sorry
Karma is real
It'll come back around
You think you're free from me
Think again
The loss of me will haunt you
All the way to the end

Emily Feb 2014

Free

Without your pathetic and pitiful web of lies
I finally feel I can live my life
I'm free from the garbage that fills your mind

25 words.

© Willa 2014

Emily Feb 2014

Stay Away

I feel so good without you
It's like you were never here at all
Keep your lies
Keep your wicked heart
You're worthless to me
And you'll go down in history
As the coldest person I know

Emily Feb 2014

This Is For Keeps

I'm in love with my best friend
This isn't a dream
No need for pinching
This is so real
Nothing can stray me away
Not even the highest of pay
He's my soulmate
Forever we will live
Our infallible love

The title of this poem and the last line are inspired by a song I love called This Is For Keeps by The Spill Canvas.

© Willa 2014

Emily Feb 2014

Crippled

You would always guilt trip me
Into believing that you were honest
You would get mad
When I spoke of wanting a new love
And what for
All you did was leave me in the end
By telling me you never loved me
And could never love me
You strung me along
Not for days
Not for weeks
But for months and months
You tortured me
Day after day
You went back and forth
Leading me to believe in a false hope
I was stupid to think
That you loved me truly
I knew how you were with others
You would lie
You would cheat to get ahead
I played the fool
By assuming you would be different with me
I treated you like a queen
And you treated me like I was nothing
And now I am here alone
With a broken heart
Can’t even leave this bed
Crippled to the core
With thoughts of you in my head