Dear poets,

I am leaving for bootcamp in three days.
I will come back as a sailor and I will still come back as a writer.

I wanted to say that I have adored every minute I have ever spent on this website.
So many words.
So many souls...

I want whoever reads this to remember something while I am gone.
You're beautiful.
You're loved.
And you're ******* awesome.

I will have someone post the address where I am and if anyone hear would like to send me something, it would be appreciated.

Stay you.

Those twinklings that evade even time in its chase
Laden with tears drops and memories, they shine bright
And somewhere in those stars lie your dreams too, asleep
Fear not O my child, for darkness shall wither away to light.

Beware of armour
that shines too bright. Who knows if
it's never been used?

I pray that you were sober
When you told me to come over
Because the way you held my hand wasnt right,
And when you kissed me  on the cheek
It sent chills down my spine, so discreect
For once in two months you didnt fight.  

I pray it wasnt a lie
When you looked me in the eye
Because you blurted it out of the blue
I can only hope that you meant it
And if you didnt, you shouldnt have said it
I love you.

I can’t feel anymore
Not the warmth or the light
Not the cold or the dark

This feeling gnawing at my heart and soul
Is the feeling of being alone
The shadows have become my friends
And the darkness within controls

I’m losing myself in the emptiness
And I can’t come back