you left me behind
i don’t blame you for leaving
every day i wake up and think about joining you
but i’ll keep living with the memories you gifted me
with out you

special bee
please be careful
careful not to sting
you’ll only hurt yourself
you are too special to me

my heart is full
full of flowers
please
don’t let me wilt

i love you
maybe less
why can’t i decide

i feel the same
but i can not say
nothing is about me
this movie is not mine

this whole time
i gave you all my love
why don’t you care

how can i be so afraid of dying
when i can’t stop imaging my own death?
is it that i don’t want to die at the expense of others
or that i want it to be when i say so
do i really want to die or am i just crazy