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184 · Jan 2018
heart scream
Little Peony Jan 2018
it's been along time
i'm happy
and you too

i fall for you
but you're not
you already have someone
in your mind
not mine
and not me

it was easy for me
to fall for you
but you're not

and here I, again
adoring you
physically
mentally
but you're not
unaware of me
loving you
alone

it hurts
yes, it was
it is

but i love it
to fall in love

and maybe
i will, again

but not with you
maybe
i don't know
i'm hoping for you

still
always will

.

please don't care for me
please don't do anything for me
please don't make me fall for you

please

just please
182 · Apr 2018
PHASES NUMBER 1
Little Peony Apr 2018
and now
i know it's true

when you realise
there's something
bigger than
what you see

there's always
something more
in what you thought
you knew

it's deeper than
what you believe in

it's even hurts more
when the person you love
is right
but the time
was wrong

maybe
it was
a little too late
or
a little too fast

time is all you need
but when you're "late"
still
nothing much you could do

the saddest part of the story
is this
the "quote" once you heard
become a reality

right person in the wrong time

*cry
the first phase in the cruelty of love
174 · Oct 2018
Dear Daddy
Little Peony Oct 2018
Hello,
it's been such a long time
all i wanna say is just

i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i still do love you

too
much
:")
i still
174 · Mar 2018
A Visitor
Little Peony Mar 2018
Meeting someone in life
is something
that's actually astonishing.

That's because
he brings himself
with his past,
his present,
and his future.

That's because
someone's whole life
comes along.

The heart is fragile.
Therefore, it might have been broken.

That heart
is coming too.
I was curious to know..what kind of paths..your heart went through.
The reason my heart hurt so much.. when i learned of the path his heart went through.. isn't jealousy.. nor frustration.

12 years ago, i dreamed of loving someone. The fact that you ended your love.. was a bit.. sad.

credit inspired : BTMFL
172 · Feb 2018
because of myself iam alone
Little Peony Feb 2018
i want love to hold my hands
give me a another chance
to feel the love for once
and forever

i might be wrong
i might be misheard
i might be end up alone
but i always believe in love

i always thought
all the things i do
might bring you back
near to me once again

but i was wrong
i really wrong
i am the one who push you
away from me
away from love

when it supposed to be me
who receive the love you had
i regret all the things i did
because of myself i am alone
171 · Feb 2018
this is what i don't want
Little Peony Feb 2018
this is what i don't like
i open up to you
and you just let me hangin'
waited for you to make the first move
but you let me down

this is what i don't want
i don't wanna fall for you
but i do

this is what i don't want
to fall in love with you
so easy
like this

maybe i'm the fools
the more i don't want you
the more i crave for you

this is what i don't want
to see you with someone else
this is exactly what i don't want

but i do want you
165 · Aug 2018
Untitled
164 · Feb 2018
heart problems
Little Peony Feb 2018
this is my heart problems
my anxiety
and madness
insecurities kicks in

it just like
i don't belong
and never belong
to anyone or any other else

maybe what they say is true
people hate ugly person
i am ugly
i feel ugly
and they hate me

for once i just want to feel loved
i want to feel like i am wanted
i want to feel like me myself is enough
maybe i just want to be loved

i always make them happy around me
but then they will forget
they don't want to be with me
i know i am ugly
thank you
for making me realise
more and more
163 · Feb 2018
tired
Little Peony Feb 2018
to think of you
when i know you're not
i want love
the way i see love
the way i feel love
and the way it makes me feel
but you want somebody else
not the love i want
158 · Feb 2018
karma
Little Peony Feb 2018
because of you
i believe in karma
it makes me afraid
to get to know you
to crave for me

but in the end
it's always only me
the one who need love
from the way you need love
like a bad karma

i used to push away
all the love that god gave
thought like i was worthy
setting a high standard
when all u need is just love

and now i think
i just need to be grateful
for all the people
who used to love me
before and now

cause i will never
never ever be
worth saving
:")

— The End —