she departed forever*
never looked back
never came back
lit up like a phoenix August forest
perished in blazes of passionate hope
she departed forever
to lands unknown and roads untravelled
left behind her innocence lost and youth gone by
never looked back
never came back

For so long
The dark called my name
Whispering sweet nothings
And I want to give in
I don’t want to fight anymore
No longer
No more
I want to feel the black waters carry me down
Surround me
Encage me
Live in a silence
I have longed for for so long
Darkness has lived inside me
Festered multiplied in a vicious circle
For years and years
I’m done for
I want to
Walk amongst the shadows
Without a heavy heart

*29.01.14

Sometimes when I look at you
I think **** where did the time go
Back when all I could think about
was you and your brown brown eyes
looking at me noticing me. Seeing me
Cos now when I look at you
I just wish you were dead.*

little lion girl lost