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lina S May 2013
Over indulging on an illusion
A mer image of you in my mind
A recipe to lose sanity
Fables of your face
Mixed With lots of fabricated  characteristics
To make you fit me
In everyway
Cooked on a low key everyday
Then poured in every thought
To serve hot with distortion in thinking
lina S May 2013
When you find comfort in failure
Means you've dripped empty from
betrayal
Means your soul has been filled with pain
That drove you to failure lane
That your struggling to stay sane
when you've lost all cause
When you're reminded every minute of all your flaws
When disbelief slowly tip toes
And survives off your misery
But you've grown cozy to this
Less efforts are made to live
Lazy as the ******* don't give
Comfortable when everything is screaming for help,Cause you've gone deaf
When the only thought  that gives you comfort
Is 'it can't get any worst than this'
lina S May 2013
Hanging on by a thread
A golden thin thread
Immortality the vision  
But dying is the truth
Hanging by a thread
The words almost pouring
From my tight sealed lips
A thread holding me on to my sanity
Purple haze blurs the sight of you
Purple haze of my poisonous secrets
The blood in my veins vanished in yours
Now your in my blood and I'm in yours
Hanging by a thread my faith in humans
Bashing hating cursing ..
Hanging by a thread my own existence
as the confusion of my thoughts got me drifted
An ocean of threads hanging on to each other
waiting a blow to untie one another
lina S May 2013
My thoughts are my enemy
My mind is killing me
Myself ripped from me
the purple ocean's drowning me
This inactive passion has swelled in me
Burst in me
Care to see
The chronicles of a lost hope aliened mindset teenage philosophy Queen  
Who fled away her truth to escape the bad scene
Shut down the tv screen
Care to take a look
When I don't care to give a hook
Would you still read me like an open book
My truth was never shook
I got all the ingredients all I need is the cook
Care to take glimpse
At the chronicles of a dream big going to be somebody rookie queen  
A Teenage dream take you places you've never been
lina S May 2013
Oh give me the words
Give me the words
That tell me something  

They say life is a question and death is the answer

They say love is a boat and your the commander

They say the happiest we've felt is nothing like the heavens after

These word of wisdom aren't what am after

somehow I find it soo funny

None of the wise see life as sunny

Only the darkness and no closure

Words filled with remorse or

Some kind of order

So give me the words
Give me the words

Some grow apart

Some need a new start

Some grow more greed

Some lose their basic need

Some get so high

Some fall so low

Some say they'll stay forever

But eventually they'll go

your hope full words aren't what am after

So give me the word
Give me the words
That tell me nothing
lina S May 2013
My heart is grown wide caring for so many
Yet torn apart  
Blinded by lies they told cause it sounded so sweet like honey
Chocolate coated I didn't notice so naive that , it must be funny
Never really cared never really shared
Kept to myself , cold as ice  but to everyone I just flared
the problem is when I cared I got betrayed
By best friends and lovers now everyone seems fake
There's just so much I can take
I knew everything that was going on ,it was my mistake
With all my strength to move on my heart still aches
The happiest moments of my life you turned to pain
for gods sake why'd do this to me its driving me insane  
But who's the one to blame you fooled me a 100 times I guess the shame's on me
It just makes me wonder will anyone stay true
The answer was bright clear in me and you
Still I know I'll do it all over again
And it'll mean a great deal to me even though its vain
Am not crazy or insane
Am just a human
With a big heart that been torn apart
But my hearts too big that it will always have a new start  
And that's what's keeping me together the fact that I'll love again
lina S May 2013
My thoughts scare me
I understand me barely
And in my stomach you pain me
My deep interest in you is vaguely
you pass my mind daily

You run laps in my thoughts
Your so chill
I wanna explore you
The idea of you I have fought
The wrestling got me ill
I wanna explore you

The weird feeling in my stomach
Am scared to call it butterflies
And am scared to look in your eyes
Cause you give my body electrics

I wanna explore you
I'd do anything for you
I wanna explore you
Just stay near you
I wanna explore you
Why are you such a mystery
Exploring you is the only way to me out of misery
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