To be stuck in a loop
Of both love and hate
The forces indulging
On such solid fate

Like drawing a breath
The sweet melody
The forces indulging
On who I’m to be

Harsh winds blow past
Securing my fall
The forces indulging
On Sympathy’s call

I fall through the clouds
Or so it then seemed
The forces indulging
On something I’d dreamed

As I opened my eyes
And took a deep breath
The forces indulging
On what felt like death

I wished for an answer
I wished to go back
The forces indulged me
There was nothing but black

I tried to call out
Though no sound emerged
The forces controlled me
My memories purged

The light from my soul
Began then to fade
The forces controlling
What destiny made

Silence haunts me
It knows your name

I cannot bear the sound

Memories blind me
They know your face

If ever you were found

These dreams of mine
They trick me now

A fleeting sense of peace

A red-haired ghost
She haunts me here

I wish she'd never leave