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 Feb 2015 Leo Cunio
effaced
"we know that you have suicidal thoughts..."
then why havent you done anything to help me?
why wont you let me get medicine for it?

**"you dont know anything."
 Feb 2015 Leo Cunio
effaced
what i wrote:
L----,
to old memories.
happy valentines day.
A------.

what i wanted to write:
L----,
to old memories,
the ones that i miss and cry about,
our first kiss, all the precious words and gifts..
i miss you and i still love you, i dont know what to do.
i dont know if you feel this way.
im broken, was broken and you accepted, or at least dealt with me,
for that i will always love you.
if you still have those letters from exactly a year ago, read them,
if you dont, just remember with all your heart the words that i wrote.
its still all so true.
i really do still love you.
A------.
 Feb 2015 Leo Cunio
effaced
addict
 Feb 2015 Leo Cunio
effaced
i wish i had any other addiction than this;







breathing.
 Feb 2015 Leo Cunio
FallenAngel93
I don't know how,
To tell you I am broken,
Without feeling needy,

I don't know how,
To open up,
Without feeling judged,

I don't know how,
To cry when,
My tears feel like acid,

I just need you,
To see that I,
Am hurting,
Without me telling you,
Because my words,
Are bleeding out of my mouth,
Waiting for you to,
Stitch me up,
And make me fine,
Although I know,
That's not your job,
And you're better off without me,

I just need,
You too see me,
One last time..
 Feb 2015 Leo Cunio
FallenAngel93
You tell,
me,
that,
these blades,
are,
dangerous,

but,
so are,
my,
thoughts..
 Feb 2015 Leo Cunio
FallenAngel93
Mirror, Mirror, on my wall,
I just want to be thin, pretty, and tall.

Mirror, Mirror, if I change my hair
Maybe someone will start to care.

Mirror, Mirror, If I starve myself,
at least I'll be beautiful, forget my health.

Mirror, Mirror, If I cut my wrist,
will I feel like I exist.

Mirror, Mirror, Don't you see?
what you show, is ruining me..
 Feb 2015 Leo Cunio
FallenAngel93
I am so*                          Worthless

                           *Hopeless
              Invisible

                                           Helpless
                                                                 Damaged
                             Lost
                                             flawed
                                                                 Fragile
                                  Hurt
                                                    Confused
                                                                            Hurt
                                 Unlovable
                                                            Sad
                                                                          Ruined
                                   *Scared
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