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 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
FallenAngel93
Last time I ate: Yesterday around 12:30
Last time I cut: Two days ago.
Last time I purged: Two days ago.
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
FallenAngel93
...
Now I only have myself to blame,
For falling for your stupid games.
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
FallenAngel93
There is not a day,
I don't think,
About razors and pills,
And windows and cars,
And ropes and guns,
And it's perfectly fine,
It's become a part of me,

*But when you talk,
About razors and pills,
And windows and cars,
And ropes and guns,
The same way I think about them,
That is,
What breaks me beyond repair.
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
FallenAngel93
I'm sinking in side,
And the maps and lines are broken down tonight,
I swallow my pride,
But we're drowning in the ocean,
And it's tearing my heart open baby,
We're high then we're low,
First it's yes then it's no,
And we're changing like the tides,
Yeah, but I want you,
I need you,
And I guarantee you we'll make it out alive..
Cause I don't wanna fight no more,
I don't want to see the day we both say we have had enough..
Leah..
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
FallenAngel93
...Family has finally gave up on me.
I'm seven days clean from cutting,
Haven't ate in 3 days..
And cry myself to sleep..
Sorry, its just me.
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
FallenAngel93
One thing you did teach me, Even if you promise me a forever a million times, it's not true.
I'm not opening up anymore. I'm done getting hurt. And tbh Promises are nothing to me anymore.
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
FallenAngel93
So  I was seven days clean,
But that all went down in flames,
And so did mine and your forever's,
But it's all okay,
Because I just painted a really big picture,
Anywhere I could tonight,
And I really miss you,
Like You don't even know,
I put so much strength and fight,
That I didn't have in for you,
And I guess yet,
I still wasn't enough,
But it's okay,
Because I'll cry tonight until my eyes bleed,
Holding "our" jacket,
And wonder why I was so stupid,
It's okay,
I hear you voice and I brake,
But tomorrow I will put the mask on,
See you and pretend,
That I'm fine,
Sleep in the same area as you,
And feel nothing right?
THAT'S NOT ******* POSSIBLE!
But I will have to pretend it is huh?
But it's okay because,
I'll come home after my "great" time,
And come cry in my bed,
You know I would say no I'm not coming,
But, I promised,
And I yet to this very second still love you with everything,
So I want to see your face,
But as I picture it,
It brakes me..
But yet know,
I didn't cut over you,
I cut because I,
Lost the most amazing thing..
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
FallenAngel93
I'd rather be in bed away from the world..
 Mar 2015 Leo Cunio
effaced
'everyone has changed since the beginning of the year'*

'yeah, everyone is broken...'
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