"youre not trying hard enough"

"you need to actually try"

"were just gonna do it without you"

"youre not contributing"


maybe if you thought about how i felt about everything you wouldn't have said that.

no.

the lines are doubling

doubling in despair

the pain isnt going anywhere

it has no where to go

so why should i stop?


when i can just keep going

and ill be fine.

"ew"

i’ll disappear


everything will be fine. i wouldn’t ******* be-

i want it out of me

the word makes me sick to my stomach i wish i could just never eat and i’ll be fine! i’ll be skinny again and boys will like me, my friends will like me, the popular kids will like me. if i were skinny, i’ll be “happy”