Darling,
I want you to crave my kisses first thing in the morning.
I want nothing more than absolute happiness for you each and every day. I can only hope that in your future, there is space enough for me to love you unconditionally. Your gifts never cease to amaze me. Your every wish is my command. I do not care to live in this cruel cruel world without you in it. We met in the cosmos many millenniums ago and I shall be with no other.

From the depths of my heart,
I love you,
Alanna Renée

let's get something straight, i dont love people. i dont even like people, so when i said "i love you"...

you were my world, my whole  ******* world and i love you more today than i ever have
your blood runs through my veins and we breathe the same air because my lungs are your lungs and my hands are your hands and my body is yours
so love me and abuse me and treasure me and hate me because
I ONLY WANT YOU...
and any way you present yourself to me is acceptable
because you are perfect and flawless and
you hurt me a lot
but it is ok because you love me and your love is beautifully tragic and at least i wont have to be alone in this hellish captivity i have been calling my home for all these years.

she looked at him through rose colored glasses;
her vision blurred by her expectations and his potential.
everyday and every night
he stayed unfaithful
but even still, she slept with him 'til early in the morning.
he left each day and returned to his unfaithful ways.
why wont she just let him go?

The soft pink light bounces off the walls only to settle so subtly onto the white and pristine sheets. The light dances on my smooth skin, but unlike the sun I do not feel warm. I am alone wrapped in strawberry fantasies. The only thing close to radiance during the day is my computer screen accompanied by blankets. Awaiting for daylight once again I huddle in the room where the only thing familiar is the adventure tales and action thrillers. They sit on shelves waiting to be remembered, longing to feel that careful touch. I am a recluse with no motivation to be interacting with my generation. If you are interested, curious on what goes on in my mind do not shy away! I haven't forgotten how to socialize, but choose not to waste anymore time on things that I don't like. Take a step and I will take a step too. Just because I like being alone doesn't mean I was always lonely.

its beautiful outside-
the breeze blows, the sun shines.
im tragically unstable.
no one is listening,
I am tragically unstable.

kiss me underneath the pale moonlight,
our toes buried in the red sands.
when the suns begin to rise,
continue to kiss me,
as if we are parentless teens.
you are my parasite, i have loved you for an eternity.
this is a bond that can't be broken,
our spirits have eloped.
our minds have now departed,
up into the nebulas and stars and dust.
i will never forget this pathogenic romance,
for as long as my spirit lives.
human we are not,
for we are the star people's kids.

i kissed you last night,
and the night before that,
but only in my dreams.
not lustful or memorable,
you make me want to scream,
"NOTICE ME! NOTICE ME!
how come you do not look?
i've dressed in your favorite lingerie,
oh, please put down your book."
but when i wake in the morning, day just seems so dreary
i can't believe this is it, i'm always ******* weary.