L Seagull

L Seagull Oct 2017

S1E2
Fifteen Million Merrits

Wonder what u think

L Seagull Sep 2017

Genius could be a killer

A lot of insecure people become shrinks. So in my field being good at what you do is exactly what will prevent you from achieving. Overheard my supervisor talking on the phone about me - I don't need geniuses at my department. Soooo... I haven't lost any clients, people say I saved their lives... but perhaps I won't get this ******* job... not as a shrink that I am to the core of my being... only as an arts teacher

L Seagull Sep 2017

How to handle a piece of spite

Don't hide from it
Understand where it's coming from
But do not try to change it
Don't give it fake forgiveness
It never meant to ask for
Don't try to prove it wrong
Don't give it power over your self-worth
Hold on to your values
And stick by truth

Some things aren't meant to change. So best we can do is not to enable them

L Seagull Sep 2017

Long ago this wouldn't be an issue

With a photoshopped gaze
We wish to see clearer
And to be seen clearer
As what we are afraid we are not
Forgive us life for not appreciating
Your gifts and always asking
For more than we need to be happy

We are void, we are what we decide to bring into this world, there is nothing else to us

L Seagull Sep 2017

Suicide note

Life is so ******* fragile
And when you get to hold
Another's heart in your hands
It is so devastatingly terrifying
That this life could slip through
Your fingers
When you were least expecting
Drowning in helplessness

A client left a suicide note yesterday. I would never expect, didn't think he was serious. But after reading the note today... god, how the **** am I going to live if he follows through

L Seagull Aug 2017

Illusion of control

As planets and moons eclipse
And the air is permeated
With expectation of supernatural
As if rebirth of the source of life
As if a mother suddenly left the room
And you are not yet walking to
Run after gripping her skirt
Left alone to contemplate your
Smallness and all you can do
Is to soak up the light and
Reflect on its impermanence
And the beauty of
Warm sunlight
Blanketed
By the queen of the night
All
There is
To constancy
Is permanent
Inconsistent
Temporary
Running away
From stillness and predictability

Another flight then another sleepless night