kayla

kayla Feb 2018

I missed your call
It’s weird because you never call

I thought you needed something
But it was just an accident

I don’t want to be Your accident
I want you to love me with purpose

kayla Feb 2018

relapse

Here I am again,
making the same mistakes,
Feeling the same **** way,
Slipping into old habits,
But it makes the pain feel okay...

#self #harm

kayla Feb 2018

Broken

I’m broken
It was what I was born to do
But part of me still wishes
That some one could fix me
Part of me wishes
That someone was you

kayla Feb 2018

Why do I still love him

I know I ended things first
So why do I still hurt

You gave me nothing but words
And mindless hand holds
I needed more
and you needed someone better

kayla Feb 2018

Feeling

I don’t know how I feel
Am I genuinely confused
Or too sad to explain

kayla Feb 2018

Unhappy

I don’t know if I’m unhappy with you or myself, all I know is something isn’t right.

kayla Feb 2018

February 1, 2018

No one understands what I’m going through and I could never make them understand, but ****** I wish they did.