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Mar 2015 · 277
Sometimes
Krusty Aranda Mar 2015
Sometimes,
to keep going forward,
you first have to take
one step backwards.
Jan 2015 · 1.3k
My Biggest Fear
Krusty Aranda Jan 2015
I'm usually not afraid of many things,
but there is one thing I am utterly afraid of.

One might think I'm afraid of the dark,
or maybe I'm afraid of heights.
Some would guess I'm afraid of spiders.
All of these guesses, while possible, would be wrong.

What I'm most afraid of is death, but not death itself.
I'm afraid of dying, and not being able to let her know.

I'm afraid of how she will find out I'm gone.

Will she read a post on facebook?
Will she see it on the news?
Will a friend just tell her?

Will she even find out at all?

Will she text me a million times,
and get mad at me for not answering back?
Will she think I'm mad at her?

Will she cry for me?

Will she be at my funeral?

Will she miss me?


That's the thought that cripples me at night.
Jan 2015 · 297
How could I have known?
Krusty Aranda Jan 2015
If I had known that I would still love you today,
I would've done so much more to keep you around.
Jan 2015 · 364
Sara
Krusty Aranda Jan 2015
I'm sitting next to her,
but I don't dare say a word.
She's busy doing homework,
scribbling many notes.

My eyes are fixed on her.
My thoughts are running wild.
I wish that she would notice me,
or talk to me, or just smile.

I'm sitting right next to her,
and I'm just way too shy.
If I could get over my awkwardness,
that girl would surely be mine.
Krusty Aranda Jan 2015
I just met a girl.
She's as pretty as can be.
I'm falling for her.

Her bright, green eyes and
her short, blonde hair hipnotize.
I can't look away.

She is not for me.
She has a boyfriend back home.
Just my stupid luck.

Another failure.
One more strike on the record.
Will I catch a break?
Jan 2015 · 2.0k
Nous Sommes Charlie
Krusty Aranda Jan 2015
They can **** our voice,
but they'll never muffle our screams.
Dec 2014 · 483
Writing you a letter
Krusty Aranda Dec 2014
I'm writing you a letter
to tell you that I love you.
I'm writing you a letter
to tell you what you know.
I'm writing you a letter
pouring out my blood turned ink.
I'm writing you a letter,
so check out your mailbox.
Dec 2014 · 352
Lost In Space
Krusty Aranda Dec 2014
I usually find myself lost in the vast space that is your body,
gazing at the stars that adorn every milimeter of you,
forming constellations that I like to trace with my fingers.

I can't breath whenever I go out of myself to explore you.
The oxygen gets thinner.
You steal my breath, and make it your own.

Two full moons stare back at me.
Both beautiful. Both glowing,
reflecting the light that your smile gives away.

The gravitational pull of your hips keeps drawing me towards you,
revolving around your heart.
Close enough, and, still, far away.
Orbiting you.

A shooting star that lost its course.
It heads directly to you.
Attracted by the scenery of this planet you've become.
Expectingly you brace for impact.

3


2


1


  **Boom!
Dec 2014 · 335
My Beginning. My End.
Krusty Aranda Dec 2014
She is my beginning.

Since the day I met her, I haven't been able to take her out of my mind.
For better or worse, she made me a different man.
Everything I ever do, I do it to be a better man. To better suit her life. To better suit her soul.

But since the day I met her, we've hardly seen each other.
She lives in Vegas.
I live in Madrid.
She lives in my heart.
I live in her memory.

I'm desperate to be with her again, and it is taking its toll on me.
I'm going crazy.
I'm scared for her.

I'm scared for myself.

She is my end.
Dec 2014 · 485
10 Years Ago
Krusty Aranda Dec 2014
Fate work in misterious and ironic ways.

The date: December 8th.
The year: 2004.

A date famous (or infamous) for a sad and terrible assassination.  Five bullets shot. One legend lost.

Fast forward exactly 24 years. A guitar master, some even would say a guitar god. The man who told us metal wasn't dead back in the 90's.
Four years prior, his band split up. One sickened, twisted fan didn't like the news.

December 8th, 2004. Columbus, Ohio. Damageplan playing a show.

Bang! Bang! Bang!

Fifteen shots fired. The killer shot down. Four fatal victims. One more legend lost.

On this night most remember Jonn Lennon. I remeber him too. But let's not forget our other fallen brother. Dimebag Darrell Abbott, we remember you.

Rock in peace.
Dec 2014 · 680
Worship You
Krusty Aranda Dec 2014
And there she is. The reason for this altar. Decorating it just like Jesus in his cross. Her eyes open, looking down on me in an empty stare. Her body naked, clean, and pure, posing in front of a glowing, golden ring hanging from the ceiling. It is decorated with prayers, written in an ancient, secret, almost demonic, language. She is motionless, voiceless, lifeless.


   She was playing a part in the latest short film from a famed, young director. Her part was that of a shy, frightened girl in an abusive relationship, who wanted to end it before he ended her. In the script was written that she'd die by his hand. A passional crime comitted while she slept. Her life ended by a knife, still sticking out of the back of her lifeless body when it was found by her, now terrified, roommate.
   She had had a few other acting roles before this one, but this was the one that could launch her career. Sadly it would never come to be.
   When the time came to film the "discovery of the body" scene, the cast wasn't so sure about the story ending with the death of the protagonist. They felt it was too extreme for the message they were trying to share. They talked to the director, trying to change the death of the girl into nothing more than a violent fight between the couple. After much thought, the director agrees to change the script.
   But no one can change the script of fate.
   Once the script was re-written, ready to be filmed, the whole cast was called in to do so, but something was amiss. The lead actress hadn't come. Her answering machine had over 78 unheard messages. Her inbox full of unread e-mails titled Where are you?!.

  
   No one would know anything about her again. No one but me.
Nov 2014 · 507
Poems in the Rain
Krusty Aranda Nov 2014
A bench. A lonely bench I found in the park, isolated from the rest of the scenery. Shy, hidden from the rest of the world. Out of sight.
Perfect.
   It is wet from the heavy rain pouring down on us both, and, still, I sit on it. I take out of my pocket a little poetry book. It's pages barely staying together. I open it right on my favorite poem. I read it over and over again, even though I already know it by memory.
   I read and read, staying always fixated on the same page, on the same poem, always on the same bench under a never ending, heavy rain.


   A playful dog found its way into my hideout. It has no collar, no leash, no bonds to anyone or anything. It sniffs my hand. It looks up at me. It barks. It leaves.
   He didn't find anything worthy of its attention. Just an old man sitting on a bench, with some wet paper in his hand, blank and unreadable. Lifeless.

   Everything lifeless.
Nov 2014 · 256
Every Morning
Krusty Aranda Nov 2014
I wouldn't mind waking up early every morning just to see how beautiful you are when the first rays on sunlight gently reflect on your skin, creating the most marvelous lighting the human eye can ever witness, and shining it right into my heart.
Nov 2014 · 347
Obsessive Love
Krusty Aranda Nov 2014
I still love you.
I haven't been able to forget you.
Not in 4 years.
Not after my motherhood.
I'm still madly in love with you.

I know I ****** up.
I know it's all my fault.
I know you've moved on, but I still love you.

Do you really feel nothing for me anymore?
Not even after all we've been through?
You were my first love, and my only love.
Why don't you love me?

I know I had a kid with someone else.
I know I lost your trust.
I know I never heard the advice you gave.
Why don't you love me?

Would you have liked to form a family with me?
I would've liked to have your child.
I always imagined my future by your side.
Is it true you'll never love me again?

Please love me.
I still love you.
Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me?
My ex, ladies and gentlemen.
Nov 2014 · 1.2k
Calaveritas
Krusty Aranda Nov 2014
Hoy que es día de los muertos
quisiera recordar a mis amigos,
a aquellos que están perdidos,
que nos dejaron de improvisto.

Alex con sus gritos
a cualquiera impresionaba,
mas poseía un alma noble
y seguro lo demostraba.

La muerte siendo injusta,
traicionera y juguetona
le hizo perder el equilibrio
para no jugar más sola.

Daniela guapa era.
Coqueta y encantadora.
A los hombres enloquecía
en cuestión de pocas horas.

La muerte, por celosa,
le echó una maldición.
Ahora les encanta
desde el mismísimo panteón.

Al pequeño, alegre Ivan
el futbol volvía loco.
El Barça su pasión
y un partido dentro de poco.

La muerte en su equipo
carecía de un defensor,
y pensó en el joven Ivan
para su equipo ganador.

Aunque hoy se encuentren lejos
los llevamos en el corazón,
mas no dejan de ser calaveras,
calaveras del montón.
Mexican tradition for día de los muertos. I miss you guys.
Oct 2014 · 266
Patética
Krusty Aranda Oct 2014
She came back
once again.
On her knees
she begs.
"I was a fool.
I did wrong.
Please take me back.
I love you."

Stop wasting your
time on me.
Go to your husband.
Go to your kid.
I have no use
for you anymore.
Crawl back in shame
to the hole you came from.
Oct 2014 · 555
...As I Love You
Krusty Aranda Oct 2014
Three years have passed since we first met.
Three years have passed, and I can't forget
what it is to love someone as passionately as
I love you.

Thousands of miles stand in our way.
Thousands of miles, and I can't forget
what it is to love someone as caringly as
I love you.

Different times throughout the day.
Different times, and I can't forget
what it is to love someone as deeply as
I love you.

Three years have passed since we've been away.
Three years have passed, and I can't forget
what it is to love someone as madly as
I love you.

My heart has been yours since the day we met.
My heart has been yours, so I can't forget
what it is to love someone as infinitely as
I love you.
Oct 2014 · 283
The Void (I Live In)
Krusty Aranda Oct 2014
...






Alone.





I live alone.

No one near to hear me scream.
No one there to end my fears.



Shaking, I cry for help.





Help!
Help!



Echoes are the only thing I hear.
Echoes of my twisted mind
reminding me I'm empty.
I'm useless.
I fail time and time again.

I can't get out.



Help!
Help!




The sound fades out into my emptiness.


Wicked, ghastly images dance before me.
Creatures with thin, long bodies scratch my flesh with their blade-like fingers.

Bleeding and psychotic I lay,
motionless.

They dance.
They laugh.
They find pleasure in my pain.

My sanity leaking out through my pores.
My senses **** as I can only whisper once again...




*help
Oct 2014 · 279
The Wait (senryu)
Krusty Aranda Oct 2014
I wait for your call.
You won't even send a text.
Why do I love you?
Oct 2014 · 472
Naked Soul
Krusty Aranda Oct 2014
I see her
lying on my bed
tempting.
So desireable.

My heart races
as the woman I love
takes her top off,
seducing me with a single look.
Kissing my neck,
she's gasping for air,
and whispers into my ear,
"Take it all off".

Her eyes inspecting
my naked body.
Her fingers
trace my every imperfection.
My fingers stroking her
perfectly smooth skin.

She pushes me down on the bed,
and soon follows me to it.
Skin on skin.

One deep breath,
hold it in,
and let it out, moaning.

One same heartbeat.
A chorus of synchronized
voices,
rhythmically singing in
the language of love.

Her body slightly twitches
****** after ******.
Her eyes look at me
with a burning passion
that her lips seal
on my chest.

Two souls, naked,
stripped of any earthly chains,
only to become
one again.
Based on a dream and a loved one.
Sep 2014 · 1.2k
ECG
Krusty Aranda Sep 2014
ECG
I have wires through my chest
monitoring my heart,
yet I wonder what they'll scan
for my heart's not mine.
Sep 2014 · 291
Why I Still Love You
Krusty Aranda Sep 2014
You're sweet,
you're smart,
you're awful nice.

You're pretty,
you're funny,
and have great eyes.

You sing,
you write,
and, despite your flaws,

you make
me laugh.
I love you so.
Aug 2014 · 543
Art Is Dead!
Krusty Aranda Aug 2014
Sing a song, or write a book,
they take and take away from you.

Change this word. Play this cord.
Erase the nudes! Give them some clothes.

Express yourself! Be who you are,
but maybe these clothes will make you look fab.

This is not right. My art is me!
You can't tell me what to be.

I don't want the money nor the fame.
I do this to express myself.

So excuse me while I say goodbye.
You try to **** art, but I bring it to life.
Aug 2014 · 875
When I Hated You
Krusty Aranda Aug 2014
Everything was easier when I hated you.
Everything was simpler without love.
Everything was better without being whole.
Everything was easier. Now it's not.

Everything was easier when I hated you.
I wrote and wrote about how I felt.
Now my pen is dry, and inspiration lacks.
I wish that I could hate you again.

My purpose was to show you I was better...
better person than you'd ever be.
Now we are both equals living our own lives.
Hating you was really good for me.

Everything was easier when I hated you.
Made me want to be the best I could.
Now my life is wasting on this wretched poem
as my mind can't seem to forget you.
Finally back with this piece.
May 2014 · 509
Humanity
Krusty Aranda May 2014
The greatest crime against humanity
is its own existance.
May 2014 · 438
Tear Stained Streets
Krusty Aranda May 2014
I was walking down the streets of Madrid at night, when I suddenly broke into tears. I looked up, and saw the name of the street where I lost you forever.
Years after you left there I was, crying, with my knees on the ground and my heart on my sleeve.

I can't forget you, just like I can't forgive you for leaving me when I most needed you.
There I was, crying, lonely, unable to take my eyes off that cursed street name. That street now stained with all my tears.
Apr 2014 · 506
Another Day (acrostic)
Krusty Aranda Apr 2014
Another day spent without you.
No. There was nothing I could do to talk to you.
Do you wanna know why I'm so persistent?
Y**es. I'm still in love with you.
Apr 2014 · 335
Who am I kidding? (5w)
Krusty Aranda Apr 2014
  I
never
stopped
loving
her.
  
Apr 2014 · 705
She Reminded Me of You
Krusty Aranda Apr 2014
She didn't have your eyes,
                                   yet she reminded me of you.
She didn't have your hair,
                                   yet she reminded me of you.
She didn't have your name,
                                   yet she reminded me of you.
She was nothing like you,
                           but I can't stop thinking of you.
Krusty Aranda Apr 2014
Smiling and laughing
they conceal their knives 'till they
stab you in the back.
You never know.
Krusty Aranda Apr 2014
Mujer Misteriosa

Cabello castaño cae por su rostro.
El rosa de sus mejillas resplandece en su blanca piel de porcelana.
Un lunar sobre su labio me roba el aliento.

Levanta la mirada, mujer misteriosa.
Déjame ver de que color son tus ojos.
Desvela el sentimiento de tu mirada.
Levanta la mirada, mujer misteriosa.

¡Los veo! ¡Los veo!
Sus ojos marrones, de mirada penetrante y ladrones de mi corazón.


Mysterious Woman**

Her brown hair falling over her face.
The pink on her cheeks shining on her porcelain, white skin.
A beauty spot over her lips takes my breath away.

Raise your eyes, mysterious woman.
Let me see the color of your eyes.
Reveal to me the emotion in your gaze.
Raise your eyes, mysterious woman.

I see them! I see them!
Her penetrating brown eyes, robbers of my heart.
First attempt at writing the same piece in both spanish and english.
Apr 2014 · 2.3k
Alienation
Krusty Aranda Apr 2014
Sitting here in this prison I built,
cold and lonely, I cry for help
for I lost the only key I had to get out.

I'm trapped.
Trapped within myself.
Unable to see the outside world
no one can hear my screams.
They bounce from wall to wall
echoing through the room.

Haunting me.

Taunting me.


The walls are closing in.
My breath is short. Almost gone.
My mind is free.
Free to lurk in my own dark
finding my demons on the way.

My body's weak from starvation.
My will is broken from the cruelty of it all.
My voice can't produce any sound from all the cries for help unanswered.
I'm destined to die here.

Cold.

Lonely.

Weak.

Forsaken.


No one will miss me.

With my last breath I whisper goodbye to this room which ultimately became
my home.
Mar 2014 · 786
Create Rather Than Destroy
Krusty Aranda Mar 2014
Let the pen be your blade,

                                and the ink be your blood

      pouring down on a sentence,

              soaking up a blank piece of paper.
I care. I care so much more than even you do.
Mar 2014 · 391
Liar (10w)
Krusty Aranda Mar 2014
You claim you never loved me.
I think you lie.
Mar 2014 · 535
Can't Forget You (senryu)
Krusty Aranda Mar 2014
Half a year later
we still laugh like the first day.
Please don't leave again.
Mar 2014 · 291
Done (10w)
Krusty Aranda Mar 2014
I'm done with this!
Done.
Done.
Done.
Done!!
**** it!
I've had enough **** already, but no more.
Mar 2014 · 1.0k
Standing Near the Edge (10w)
Krusty Aranda Mar 2014
As the train comes
I feel that I'm being pushed.
Mar 2014 · 675
One Lavender Scented Shirt
Krusty Aranda Mar 2014
It was late, around 8, when I picked you up from the other side of town.
We had a surprise, last minute guest, or at least it was a surprise to me. Still I did not care. You were still with me, and that was all that mattered.
You had been in a perfume exhibition. The plethora of aromas impregnating my car.

We drove back to my place; I opened the door for you.
You never fully liked my chivalry, but I refused to stop being so.

We both went to my room. Your sister sat down on the computer. We closed the door behind us, and we were all alone.
You asked me if I had an old shirt you could borrow. You were kind of sick from all the perfume already.
I gave you a white shirt, and turned my back to you as you took your shirt off, exposing your dellicate, soft skin, and changed into my simple, old, white shirt.
You said "Why do you turn your back? I'm not fully naked, and I don't mind you seeing me like this.".
I was too much of a gentleman to watch her before she was dressed again.

Once in my old shirt, we laid on my bed, under the covers, and just held each other tight.
I stared into your eyes, and you stared into mine. I knew what you had been saying was nothing but I lie.
"I'm sorry, but I don't like you that way.". Yet there you were, with me in my bed.

Without a word I got closer and closer. You knew my intentions, and you went with the flow.
My lips met yours. Your lips met mine. For the first time I had kissed you, and I didn't want it to end.
That kiss was so tender, so soft, so caring. Right then I knew I wasn't mistaken for falling for you.
We kissed many more times that night. Each kiss better than the last one. You even said you had never been kissed like that before. So pasionate yet so soft. So loving and so caring.

A knock on my bedroom door, and your sister reminding you it was time for you to leave.
We got out of bed, and put our shoes on. You changed back into your shirt, and gave me back my old, white shirt.
We kissed goodbye, before letting your sister see us, and I took you back home. We smiled at each other, said goodnight, and we both went home.

When I entered my room, a scent still lingered on; on my sheets, on my clothes, on my memory, on my soul, and on that one old, white shirt.
The scent lingered on for days, weeks even, before, slowly, fading away into the air, and still that shirt held it, not physically, but, in my heart, it still smells of lavender, like that day you wore it, like the day after.

To this day I keep that shirt. It may have lost its scent, we may have fallen apart, but it still reminds me of that lavender smell that takes me back to the most passionate love I ever felt.
I wish I could re-live that day.
Mar 2014 · 409
Kids
Krusty Aranda Mar 2014
As I've grown up I've been turning bitter.
Life isn't as easy as it once seemed.
You gotta go to school to get a job.
You gotta get a job to earn basic needs.
You gotta pay taxes to keep those needs.
Kids just have it so much better.

I remember being a kid, and not having a single worry on my mind.
I would just go outside and play, or grab the first thing I saw, and pretend it was something else.
A couch could become a fortress.
A blanket over your head was a secret hideout.
A twig could be the strongest of swords.
Every day was really an adventure.

Now that I'm 21 a couch is for resting after a hard day at work.
A blanket's only purpose is to keep you from the cold.
Twigs are something you step on without even noticing.
Every day is just another burden on our backs.

Can someone please tell me why is everything so dull now?
Why do we lose our sense of wonder?
Why can't I dance in the rain without worrying about catching a cold?
Why can't I get inside a cardborad box, and pretend it's a castle?

I'm sick of being a "grown up".
I wanna be a kid!
I want to be amazed by the colour of the flowers.
I want to feel afraid when it's stormy outside.
I want to play with a puppy because it's fluffy and playful.
I want to throw a tantrum when I don't get my way.

I shan't be the only one. Lets all be kids again!
Lets hide under the table.
Get scared of the monster who lurks in your closet.
Cry from time to time for no reason.
Use a night light when you go to bed.
Buy some toys, and play with them.
Eat cereal for breakfast, lunch and dinner.
Feel like a total rebel for doing so on the couch.
Watch cartoons early in the morning with your pijamas on.
Try to stay awake all night, and fall asleep before 11.

Every time I see a kid, I just can't help to smile.
It's not because they're cute, but because I'm jealous of them.
They live without worries, without thinking of what will happen tomorrow.
I wish I could be like them.
I want to be a kid again.
Don't let your inner child ever die.
Mar 2014 · 1.6k
Meant to be..?
Krusty Aranda Mar 2014
I wonder if
she was ever
meant to be
mine.
Feb 2014 · 703
...In My Mind
Krusty Aranda Feb 2014
I want to hold her hand as we walk through the park.
Sit under a tree in the summertime, and watch the clouds forming figures,
trying to see what the other one sees.
Go to my rooftop pool at night, and gaze at the stars.
Lay in bed with her, facing each other, and just lose myself in her bright, blue eyes, holding her near me so she never leaves my side.
Wake up before she does, with the first rays of sun shining through a slim opening on my courtain,
illuminating her as I admire her natural, god given beauty as pure as it is.

I just want to hear her, sweet, warm yet shy voice say "I love you.".
Feb 2014 · 667
Love Dies Hard (10w)
Krusty Aranda Feb 2014
I believe
I still love her
after all these years.
Feb 2014 · 724
Courage II (Martha)
Krusty Aranda Feb 2014
A new day. A new opportunity.
Today I will. Today I must.
I've let her walk many times before,
but not this time. Today we'll talk.

I'm still very nervous. My heart is racing.
My palms are sweaty, and my body shakes.
Here she comes. It's now or never.
I walk up to her, and say hello.

-I have something to ask you.
Would you tell me what is your name?

-Martha.- She says. Ohh, what a beautiful name.
-Nice to meet you Martha. I'm Alex, by the way.

-I've got another question, Martha.
What are you doing Friday night?

-I'm not doing anything, really.
-Would you join me for coffe, and a little bit of jazz?

-Sorry, I don't like coffee.
-Ok, we can do something else.
-I'd rather not. I'm sorry.
She keeps on walking without looking back.

My heart falls and breaks. My body feels numb.
So much for courage. I got one more "no".
Maybe there's a reason. Maybe I have a chance.
Should I try again? Or should I let her go?
Feb 2014 · 530
Courage
Krusty Aranda Feb 2014
I've been thinking about her all weekend,
building up the courage to, at least, ask her name.
Eagerly waiting for Monday to come by
to finally be able to see her again.

I put on my best clothes. Put on some cologne.
Struggle with my hair until it looks good enough.
Pick up my backpack, and put on my headphones,
walking to school listening to love songs.

I arrive early. Some friends are already there.
We talk about the weekend, schoolwork and such.
I'm waiting for her with the courage still building up.
I see her in the distance. Here she finally comes.

My mind disconnects; only focus is her.
My heart is about to jump out of my chest.
Rehearse what you'll say. Come on! You can do it!
She's coming nearer. I'm going over there.

Her hair is beautifully messy.
Her shy look lost in her phone.
Her pace is slow yet steady.
Her skin as white as snow.

She looks at me now. It's time to attack.
My face cannot draw but an awkward smile.
I open my mouth so my voice takes over,
but all I could utter was a simple "Hi.".

"Hi.", she replied, shyly, and kept walking.
Yes. I let her walk away yet again.
Guess I didn't build up enough courage,
but I won't lose this one. Not this time. No way.
Feb 2014 · 731
One Last Lonely Valentine
Krusty Aranda Feb 2014
February 14,
6:45 p.m.
I walk through the town plaza,
and love is in the air.
Red, heart shaped balloons.
Rose petals everywhere.
Couples sipping coffee,
sharing a sweet embrace.
But hidden between the couples
sits a girl alone.
Her eyes immersed in a poetry book.
Her lipstick imprinted on a cup.
She looked up and saw me.
I smiled and I waved.
She seemed to be shy;
the book hid her face.
I walked to her table,
and said "Hi! May I sit?".
She said yes with her head
for her lips remained sealed.
I asked for her name.
A shy voice replied "Sara.".
"I believe you're a thief.
You're a thief, my dear Sara."
.
Her expression just changed.
Her green eyes now wide open.
"What are you talking about?
I didn't steal nothing."
.
"Oh, you did, sweetest Sara,
but maybe you just don't know.
You stole my heart, dear Sara.
To you it now does belong."
.
She blushed, and sipped her coffee.
She showed me a little smile.
Looked up at me with her green eyes
as I reached out for her hand.
And so this ends the story
about two people finding love,
about two halves finding each other
to never again walk alone.
Feb 2014 · 1.1k
Traficante De Sentimientos.
Krusty Aranda Feb 2014
Deambula por los barrios más oscuros de Madrid
una joven de ojos claros y labios carmesí.
Pregona a viva voz su mercancía variada;
pócimas para el amor, felicidad enfrascada.

Los clientes extasiados le suplican "¡Venid!";
su gama de productos les induce al frenesí.
A mí honestamente no me interesa nada
más que su sonrisa y su piel inmaculada.

Cruzamos la mirada y me acerco lentamente;
siento en mi interior una alegría antes carente.
Compartimos un saludo, un beso, una caricia.
¿Quién podía adivinar que escondía tanta malicia?

Tomamos una copa y charlamos vagamente.
Reímos y lloramos. Nos besamos tiernamente.
Desnudó ante mí su cuerpo y me amó sin justicia,
pues ahora entiendo; su intención era fictica.

Aún sin amarme me entregó lo que añoro.
Su cuerpo junto al mío fue para mí un tesoro.
Su **** tan dulce. Su entrega pasional.
Mi mano en sus senos y un "Te quiero" banal.

Al llegar el alba vi que se había marchado.
Ese fue el fin de nuestro amor condenado.
El vacío que causó me ha dejado malherido.
Se llevó mi corazón y lo vendió al olvido.
Feb 2014 · 350
Life
Krusty Aranda Feb 2014
Ohh, what life is?
What other than a simple fantasy.
A fleeting dream from which we will, sooner or later, wake up,
and, when we do, all that is left is the dream.
Whether it was a wonder or a nightmare,
that is up to us.
Feb 2014 · 585
What If...
Krusty Aranda Feb 2014
"What if I hadn't left my home?
What if I hadn't let her go?
What if she had said yes?",
are some questions I ask myself.

What if we hadn't said goodbye?
What if I hand't wrote that line?
What if I could have had that trip?
Maybe I would be able to sleep.

What if she hadn't gone that day?
What if I had been there instead?
What if I had chosen another career?
Would I still be drowned in fear?

What if I had cried my heart out?
What if I had stood my ground?
What if we could lose the shame?
I just would not be the same.

What if I had kept it a secret?
What if you wouldn't have ripped it?
What if I was still the same?
I think my life then would be lame.
Dec 2013 · 1.3k
I Dreamt That You Came Back
Krusty Aranda Dec 2013
I dreamt that you came back, looking as gorgeous as ever, asking for my forgiveness.

I dreamt you followed me around, as I confusingly convinced myself I hated you.

I dreamt that you came back, hunting my weakened, fragile heart into falling for you again.

I dreamt that you caught me with your charm, and little by little I was your fool.

I dreamt I was trapped in your big blue eyes, your long blonde hair, your blood red lips.

I dreamt I traded my soul for a night of so called love and a morning of regret and self loathing.

I dreamt I ran away in circles, always coming back to the same spider web with the same black widow.

I dreamt I was awake, when in reality I had never even fallen asleep.
Dec 2013 · 5.9k
Still Can't Forget You.
Krusty Aranda Dec 2013
It's been a long time since we went our separate ways.
A thousand nights I've gone to bed without being able to shake you off my thoughts.
My sleep is invaded with dreams of you... of us.
I can't seem to forget how to love you.

Of course I've moved on (or so I like to believe),
but every time I see your face through a photograph a feeling that something's lost runs through my whole body.
In my mind I think I'm fine.
In my heart I know I'm incomplete.
I'm missing something, and I believe you might know what.

We swore we'd speak to each other regularly.
We swore we'd always be friends.
Yet here I am, writing this letter, lonely as I am, hoping that you'd read this someday.

I know we've grown apart, but I really wish to go back.
I wish I had never left, so I could now be still by your side.
My heart knew my brain was wrong.
I shouldn't have gone, but I can't change what's already done.

All I can say now is that I miss you.
That I wish you would read this, and talk to me once more.
To hear your melodious voice would heal all my wounds still open.
A look from your eyes would purify my sinful spirit.
And a beat of your heart would take me to heaven to rest forever in love.
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