my world is too heavy for me
it's weighted in my bones
i cannot fathom life without
this deafening, silent drone

the pile has grown, i've thrown it all
and all are taking back
i guess i'm the exception, cause in everything


i lack.

There's a fire rocking the core of my body
searching to find some delight
but mocking me gently, intruding by day
and ruining my sanity at night

i've never been crazy
i've never been sane
i've never been caught in between

i'm fighting bounds i've inflicted myself,

the grip is asphyxiating