You’re not even mine
But still
It hurts so ******* bad
I just want us to be honest

I’d tell you
Why is it so hard for you to tell me?
Do you not trust me?
Then why did you kiss me.

My parents were right
You need to grow the **** up
You’re immature
Being around you feels like a chore

I can’t believe I fell for you
I wanted to give everything to you
I would have given anything for you
Now I’m glad I didn’t

Because you would have never
Done the same for me
You ******* *******
Yet the blame falls on me

I caught feelings
I kissed you
I invited you into my heart
But I didn’t think about the consequences

How can I blame you?
It’s all my fault
I’m the same idiot I’ve always been
Falling for people I shouldn’t

I’m done
I hate this
I’m so alone
Someone please
I don’t wanna feel alone anymore
It hurts so bad

Why does it hurt so bad?