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Jessica Leigh Apr 2014
Sitting and watching beauty pass me by
Had always been a simple task
When it came to beautiful music
And trees that acted like knives against
The blue and white sky that
Made sense in my eyes at the time
But the edges of the trees,
Toward the bottom, of course,
Had a tendency to be cut off by
Glass and the material her
Dash board was made if
She threw ice at their trunks
Who ever told her about their love of cold?
Who could when the love never existed?
I lost sight of the oak trees
I climbed before her demons took
Over what I knew of her and myself
The blue and white of my pure sky
Vanished behind red, the color
Of some adolescent's blood
And a grey shade of hatred
Brought by a lover's dead eyes.
The needles of the branches
Cowarded behind the idea that
Her type of winter could never come
Until the thrashing wind was
Knocking against the glass and
The dash board froze over
With too many diamonds and rubies.
Sitting and watching her destruction
**** all I'd ever loved in my world
Had always been a simple task.

Until the glass came shattering in.
he wishes he could collect girls
like butterflies
pin them to the wall,
show them off,
trophies.
but I am the only one
who ever flew into the net
Jessica Leigh Apr 2014
I told you that
I could live to just be
A pair of hands
So I could feel
The curves and contours
Of your body
And trace how your
lips move when you say
My name
And to be able to
Hold you to me
And to have your skin
Connecting with mine
To have my fingertips
Touch the edges of
Your being
And to feel the way
Your entire nature
Seems to be able
To be touch
Somehow
Especially
If I lived
To be only
A pair of hands
Jessica Leigh Apr 2014
Who is to say that addictions won't work
When my mommy likes her marriages
When my daddy likes his *****
When my ***** likes her cigars
When my ex-stepdad likes his control
When my best friend likes his ****
When my ex likes her ***
When my arm likes its scars
And when my heart
Knows it can't live without what it does
And without you?
These people listed
Are not based on people I know
For the most part.
Jessica Leigh Apr 2014
My makeup started running
This is why you never wear it
No, this is why you never cry


My cheeks turned red
This is why you don't need blush
No, this is why you seem so shy


My hands started to sweat
This is why you never wear gloves
No, this is why you keep to yourself


My heart started racing
This is why you never let anyone near
*No, this is why you let someone
Get to know you.
Jessica Leigh Apr 2014
There are just
Some things
That shouldn't be
Written down
Or made into a poem
Because the
Thoughts inside
My head are too
Complex
For the language
Settings on my computer
Or for the lead
In my pencil to have
Enough force
Behind it
To make the words.
  Apr 2014 Jessica Leigh
Matthew Walker
You change the song halfway through
like you can't bear to hear a happy ending.
You listen to the beginning without
giving the ending a chance to breathe.

I am your song
and my lungs are gasping for air.


*~ m.w ~
2/15/14
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