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Jessica Leigh Apr 2014
So my makeup did look pretty today
Who knew that I could curl my own hair
And that I don't do a horrible
Job at making myself up?
I shouldn't be allowed at weddings.
Jessica Leigh Apr 2014
None of you have guessed that
No one has ever told me that
I will grow up to be an alcoholic.
I have told myself that because
I just want some kind of something
That is mine and no one
Will be able to steal it from me.
And addictions seem like a good way
To go about that.
  Apr 2014 Jessica Leigh
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I gave you my heart
and when you left, you gave it back.
(carefully; you tried not to break it.)
you did it so that I could give it
to someone else but my god, I wish
you'd kept it. (it remembers you
like worn-out furniture, it remembers
your shape, and no one else could fit
that way.)
Jessica Leigh Apr 2014
A hand on a young girl's waist
With drops of blood falling to the sheets
And a whimper escaping chapped lips
At the expense of waking an empty house
Full of caring and deaf ears
And for that matter, blind eyes
Drowning in lies, smiles, and bleach.

Flesh falling off adolescent bone
On a public sofa in a warm living room
Crowded with dead loved ones
Or the images of events
Gone by in her life.

Her body curls in on the sofa
Collapsing as it sinks into the corners
So her toes do not linger an inch
From dead bodies and ice and cloth
When she escapes from the cushions
Those dead legs get in her path
A fraction of a second of touching-

Blood on her legs and staining pink sheets
Pain in her stomach and tears streaming
Grunts in her ears and clothes strewn-


She was cold before she left the heat
And her toes curled as she limped
Red splashing the dark floor
And whimpers escaping stapled lips
As she fell into a different type of cold
And the blood froze on the page
Lined with blue tears and sweat.
Jessica Leigh Apr 2014
How many times?
Does the girl you love?
Ask to see?
What you do when?
You forget she?
Exists?
And what kind?
Of look does she?
Give to your demons?
When she faces?
Them and sees?
What they have?
Done to you?

Oh, wait?
What do you mean?
She hasn't seen?
Them yet?
Jessica Leigh Apr 2014
If I could write a poem
To tell you all the love
Metaphors that your best friend
Asked for,
I still would only be
Able to have one line
With just one word
Which is still more
Than enough for me.
The only love metaphor I know:
Anna
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