Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
Mar 2013 · 702
Purpose
K Mae Mar 2013
simply to be
all I am be-coming
consequences unknown
beyond my awareness
simply to bear witness
and so change the medium
in which I observe
not separate
simply present
meeting your eyes
doing this courageous thing
that may be easy after all*
when my gaze aligns
with my purpose
Mar 2013 · 576
Al-one 10w
K Mae Mar 2013
You don't go there with me
I go there al-one.
Feb 2013 · 2.0k
No Closure
K Mae Feb 2013
There is no closure.
Death joins and veers life's flow
We continue
stumbling, sliding, climbing
each stage as best we can.
I cannot know depth or breadth
of your grieving path
Shamed I believed I could
Nor can I know my own
until it rises
flooding body and mind
pummeling down
I cannot map its course
only know there is no closure.
Feb 2013 · 708
She Settles
K Mae Feb 2013
She settles
as I never will
for safety over passion.
Curious this upsets me so
but look it's me in blithe disguise
the settler cringing from my gaze
my wrath a hammer on her
wherever I pretend I'm small
and can't I need a rescue
There dreams reduced to smoldering ash
it's me so sorry sorry
my righteousness a clueless clue
to what I dare not dare to do
Feb 2013 · 625
Small cruiser attacks Gulf
K Mae Feb 2013
Some call it fun
         we slam slam the water
can't stop too late too far to go
         slow's as rough as fast you see
it's nightmare ***
          we slam slam the water
Ride it to the end pray God
          stay low  just bend  no power
force of speed hard water        
brace against the hit-ting hit-ting
stop just             stop
    I can't                 can't
       endure              dure
          more            ­     *more
Feb 2013 · 1.1k
Sand Crane Wails
K Mae Feb 2013
I try to be no bother
make only small and sweet
but energy expands in waves
that cannot be discreet
with mouth shut tight  
expression felt
as hobbled crazy
laughs and screams
**from deepest night  
Sand Crane wails despair.
Feb 2013 · 1.1k
Safety
K Mae Feb 2013
Safety:      Care for me
Safety:      Show me how.
Safety :     Keep them out.
Safety :     You know the score.
Safety :     Dull the fears, dream no more.
Feb 2013 · 1.7k
Vacation workshop
K Mae Feb 2013
Vacation was a workshop
in life supporting heat
in sweet relief and yeasted space
the flat raw dough did rise and bloom
no longer hidden heavy weight
Express and knead it now !
Unconscious is thus manifest
until it's worked there is no rest
Inconvenient ? That's too bad.
Life's what we have
not what we had.
Feb 2013 · 710
Melted
K Mae Feb 2013
Melted through my core
Fire's fed within
Returning now to winter's freeze
Warmth remains reality
Zone of joy not fahrenheit
and Grateful breaths of ease
Feb 2013 · 4.0k
Away from Winter
K Mae Feb 2013
I'm flying away from winter
to feast with palms and bougainvillea
egrets, pelicans, banyan trees
assuring my enraptured ease
I may be silent for awhile...
may return with sunmelt style
Jan 2013 · 847
Calling back my Soul
K Mae Jan 2013
I am calling back my soul
the part assigned to you
     who's well beyond imagined need
     which all along was mine

I did not trust you to your path
disguised as mother care
craving sanctified connection
fill my need for veneration

I now call back my soul
cut free these knotted cords
languishing and out of place
**reclaim my essence for myself
Jan 2013 · 776
Escher's End
K Mae Jan 2013
In darkest hours unsatisfied
in vacant breathless space
wandering paths of Escher's lizards
I  
         long
                for
                             you


Known touch won't do No nothing now
no sweets    no smoke     no wine
I'm magnet drawn to what I've not
I think
        I lack
                  I need

*Shall I be the end I seek ?
Jan 2013 · 750
Freeze
K Mae Jan 2013
Heart rending...
brittle trees creak and moan
strong wind cleaves wayward branches.
Time to let go here
with less desire
content or not,
surrendered  being.
Jan 2013 · 1.1k
Corpus Callosum
K Mae Jan 2013
You know what I am
One side and the other
Dawdling dreamer to the left
****, do it now by right

Separation by design
How clever safely kept
Yet merge and melt the magic path
when hands are clasped voice rings from center
Surprise result
Human roulette.
Jan 2013 · 761
There is evidence
K Mae Jan 2013
There is evidence, so it appears
our Universe is collapsing
surrendering into dark matter.

There is evidence, so it appears
I am expanding awareness
surrendering unto myself .

There is evidence*, creation is not complete.
Jan 2013 · 629
Gain No Pain
K Mae Jan 2013
I respond to me
as never before
Body shows truth
I no longer ignore
This is one union
for which I did strive
Beliefs and emotions
that keep me alive
in suffering or happiness
This I decide
Jan 2013 · 550
Our Goddess and Our Beast
K Mae Jan 2013
Our Goddess and Our Beast
come together for a feast
Delight in fur and fangs
that neither ask to change

He gentles in her gaze
Enlarging her embrace
Inhale his scent so true
Earth Essence through and through


Together now complete
a plan divinely sweet
Jan 2013 · 433
world of we
K Mae Jan 2013
Never am I singular
always a chorus within
Now bolder than ever
my voices are heard
I speak and I listen
and so am sustained
Lonely not ever
in consort with me
fine consult at ready
in my world of we.
"Do I contradict myself? Very well, then I contradict myself, I am large, I contain multitudes. "
Walt Whitman

"Even as a child, mine was always a world of we."  My friend Patty
Jan 2013 · 538
Fear grows my story
K Mae Jan 2013
Fear grows my story in silence sustained.
Where you are How you are Hidden can't reach you !
There's no recognition of me.
Wisdom is gone devoured no mercy
small breath and clamped heart with panic inlaid.
Time and again I shall learn all is well Yet
here I return this my self-made hell.
Jan 2013 · 1.6k
Galactic Core
K Mae Jan 2013
Earth is aligned with Galactic Core
Direct lines are open as never before.
Creating the home
we've been longing for ?

From Source this our essence
transplanted in hopes
we'd transcend expectation
revitalization
cross fertilization
Re-image the past
to create a new future
with great hearts afire
the challenge is on.

Earth is aligned with Galactic Core
Direct lines are open as never before.
Dec 2012 · 1.7k
my rhody gauge
K Mae Dec 2012
sharp slant leaves
of rhododendron
gauge my freeze within

winter days
yet find the sun's warmth
burning true to heart

tight then open
ever changing
here an endless start
K Mae Dec 2012
Do not say that I'll depart tomorrow
because even today I still arrive.

Look deeply: I arrive in every second
to be a bud on a spring branch,
to be a tiny bird, with wings still fragile,
learning to sing in my new nest,
to be a caterpillar in the heart of a flower,
to be a jewel hiding itself in a stone.

I still arrive, in order to laugh and to cry,
in order to fear and to hope.
The rhythm of my heart is the birth and
death of all that are alive.

I am the mayfly metamorphosing on the surface of the river,
and I am the bird which, when spring comes, arrives in time
to eat the mayfly.

I am the frog swimming happily in the clear pond,
and I am also the grass-snake who, approaching in silence,
feeds itself on the frog.

I am the child in Uganda, all skin and bones,
my legs as thin as bamboo sticks,
and I am the arms merchant, selling deadly weapons to
Uganda.

I am the twelve-year-old girl, refugee on a small boat,
who throws herself into the ocean after being ***** by a sea
pirate,
and I am the pirate, my heart not yet capable of seeing and
loving.

I am a member of the politburo, with plenty of power in my
hands,
and I am the man who has to pay his "debt of blood" to, my
people,
dying slowly in a forced labor camp.

My joy is like spring, so warm it makes flowers bloom in all
walks of life.
My pain is like a river of tears, so full it fills the four oceans.

Please call me by my true names,
so I can hear all my cries and laughs at once,
so I can see that my joy and pain are one.

Please call me by my true names,
so I can wake up,
and so the door of my heart can be left open,
the door of compassion.

Thich Nhat Hanh
This poem I remember often in my attempt to make sense of this world.
Dec 2012 · 720
From You
K Mae Dec 2012
From you I need no present
in box with sparkling bow

I need, I ask much more

That you live with jubilation
the depths as well the heights
Express your all that yearns to soar
in play's intense delights

And when I stray from wisdom place
uncertain of my worth
remind me that you love me and
our journey on this earth.
Dec 2012 · 5.9k
Mayan Maya
K Mae Dec 2012
Mayans saw us
Not
beyond this point.

We map our extended calendar
with dreams expanding.

Soaring beyond mind
All that we are
Changing here

Creation
until now
Unimagined.
Dec 2012 · 997
Blazing
K Mae Dec 2012
Forecast calls for shooting stars

We are blazing too

I watch my people closely
Dec 2012 · 605
the fire within
K Mae Dec 2012
sunset silhouette
insistently ruby rose
reminds me *the fire within
Dec 2012 · 829
fragile blue
K Mae Dec 2012
fragile blue with morning star
traffic batters on
covering silence endless flow
mine this ripening dawn
Dec 2012 · 660
Present after all
K Mae Dec 2012
brushing long hair
mirror to each other

Raw then.
Poem speaks to that.

now ready to receive
eager to share
I speak my ode to her

present in each others eyes
all streaming tears of relief
Dec 2012 · 892
My Cave
K Mae Dec 2012
A Respite of Nurturance
~~~~~~
Here nothing is heard
save drips of mother essence
echoing in curved canals
softening walls of red earth
molded with searching caress.
Nothing felt but my creations
forgotten, ignored, feared
now borne again from depths
yearning to express
All I Am
~~~~~~
Here waits my muse
languid in comfort
contentedly still
until the moment of emergence
into the dance of light and shadow.
Dec 2012 · 1.2k
Perverse it is
K Mae Dec 2012
Perverse it is that I will party in december
and squeeze gifts from nine *******
when what I long for is to go deep
running my hands along smooth dark cavern walls
perhaps pausing
my finger in the ****
dreaming to hold back
the torrent of all that is emerging
in these final days of year
when I Earth Centered Pagan Pray
to be delivered from longest night.
Nov 2012 · 2.0k
Recess
K Mae Nov 2012
My muse does not desert.

She waits in quiet recess.
Nov 2012 · 830
Dark Sunset
K Mae Nov 2012
Dark clouds reach
Fingertips extend
Rake my Soul

Brittle Earth
Waiting for Rebirth
Whine in Vain

Change is Now
Don't get lost in Fear
Inhale Deep
Mountaintop New York Highway
Nov 2012 · 548
Wake Us
K Mae Nov 2012
My children being bombed
brothers  sisters too
mothers wail from graves
to wake us from our death*

I grasp at sunset  reach for the moon
where is comfort from this doom ?

I pray and promise, make a deal
to end insanity's appeal

Do we need this to learn compassion ?
And what of evolution's action?
Nov 2012 · 1.0k
grand plan
K Mae Nov 2012
a grand plan there may well be
beyond our reach, that certainty
accepting that it is unknown
in ignorance our seeds are sown
in suffering we strive to be
surmounting all, creatively
**our very passions by design
who watches us learns lessons fine
experiment, this universe,
pray we are blessing more than curse
Stimulated by CharlesC poem 'Choices'
Nov 2012 · 1.3k
Godchild
K Mae Nov 2012
The beaming child you were
yet dances free inside
though masked with adult care
her essence you can't hide
She takes you unaware
her mischief never still
She'll grace your life with pride
just only say you will
Say Yes !
By dreams she is your guide
on godbeams shall you ride
Nov 2012 · 597
Stinkin'
K Mae Nov 2012
He tells me he's all done with drinkin'
but still in groove with stinkin' thinkin'
Nov 2012 · 582
Over the bankin'
K Mae Nov 2012
Hubby's red truck
went on its own
off the drive
over the bankin'
What's it sayin' ?
Retire us both
worked way past reason
Leave us be.
Nov 2012 · 4.1k
To Gratitude
K Mae Nov 2012
Irresistible longing
gave way to Yes
the ground for love to grow.

Surrender to love
has brought me here
commitment in shared flow

Now gratitude
grows every day
this happiness I know

In all you do
In all you are
Your precious heart you show

As love expands on many paths
its target undefined
This gratitude enlivens me
vivation beyond mind
Sweet clarity I come to see
these blessings intertwined
Nov 2012 · 611
Done Enough
K Mae Nov 2012
Blessing of injury
Not for every one
Nor do I recommend it
But it brings needed balance to me
When weary in body or mind
I stop.
Focus inward.
Done enough.
Nov 2012 · 616
Healing I Send
K Mae Nov 2012
Healing I send
to you who this touches
it costs not a thing
but is freely expressed
I am not diminished
nor burdened with sorrow
but rich in this spiral
expanding with love.
Nov 2012 · 667
Light that you Beam
K Mae Nov 2012
Light that you beam
an exquisite shine
How blessed we are
for our paths intertwine
as daring we dream
beyond limitation
and gently continue
our lives celebration .
Nov 2012 · 607
First Snow
K Mae Nov 2012
A sprinkling
Grass a frosted mint
Confection
Nov 2012 · 666
Only Stars
K Mae Nov 2012
My leaves have fallen
Only Stars remain
**Illuminate cold darkness
Nov 2012 · 757
tug of moon
K Mae Nov 2012
moon shining proud
                    undaunted by strident cloud
                walling above and below
               as  if  to close the show
          you grant inspiration
a  pulling response
that we may grow heart
expanding to ceaselessly glow.
Nov 2012 · 2.3k
Mercury Retrograde
K Mae Nov 2012
Mercury stops~~~Before Retrograde Motion
Time to sink deeply immersing in truth
Paying attention to what drives distraction
and all that we've buried as if it's no use
Be sharp with contracts and service your engines
Revitalize ~ and absorb what's abstruse

*Now is not hinged upon past or the future
This precious portal is our gift to nurture
Nov 2012 · 869
All Deals are Off
K Mae Nov 2012
Linkages.
If I will do this...
then I will experience....

Yet any and all power I have
rests in my next choice.

Outcome unknown.
All deals are off.
Oct 2012 · 1.7k
Dress rehearsal
K Mae Oct 2012
Halloween
Dress rehearsal for
All Souls Day
All Saints Day if you believe
Day of the Dead is coming
Oct 2012 · 2.9k
Miracle of New Water
K Mae Oct 2012
Created deep within earth
hydrogen plus oxygen
fed by minerals' dissolve
Miracle of new water
rising to surface
on natural pathways pressure
meeting sun grown banks
dancing Schaumberger swirls
Having read MJ Pangman's Dancing with water, I learn that new, whole water is created deep underground. When allowed its full cycle, it emerges mature, continuing its evolution in meanders studied by Viktor Schaumberger.
Oct 2012 · 922
Down the fence.
K Mae Oct 2012
Down the fence.
Tree wants to come in !
Let her be.
Oct 2012 · 405
Good days
K Mae Oct 2012
One day I'll look back
and name these blessed good days
Why wait ? I smile now.
Next page