Hindsight-seeing, outside the comforts and shelter of denial;
But, (ha!) I triumph!
Yes! -Resistant against all bitterness -
How obese its pushy weight!  
Attempting, most surely, to **** with its fat stacked atop me -
&, though, my heart's always bleeding,
It has no more, by bitterness, been ******-to-death,
Than a cow is ever going to be a mule.
Oh, how I go on! It is not the fashion
Or likes of where modesty is shown -
I know: healing, blackish-blue but inflated just as fat
Is the Ego within my empty head,
Always making separations from the rest of what I am made of
Rarely heard bragging,
Sometimes defining whatever it is that I am.
Flesh-bound I am breathing
I may be compared to the waste of a steer,
Yet still, I'm mostly just happy.
Caring too much, yet very little about what you care about,
It took a lifetime to get this one right -
& that's that!

Less is more when we are on the floor,
Pull so strong in me towards
Rooster rising from your
Body,
Shove it all up inside me!
I am hungry, baby, hungry!
Drooling lick you **** - YUMMY!
Bare flesh devouring like we're two beasts,
Pounding harder, our chests heave
We inhale like drink of air
and let it out: Just breath
For you: urgent the need
Lustful aching my greed
To taste please of your seed.
Never filled up, I need
What? Wait - no, don't leave!
Lost without you, don't see
Getting tired of me
I love him so much, please!
Help, Dear God, I pray he
Returns to use me and never leaves
I must just believe
Guess we will have to see
Never freed.