It's one of
The hardest things
To let go of those
Who were
Nothing
But good
To you

The type
Of people
Who
Fill a room
With warmth
And bring
A smile
To your face
Such delicate
Beings
So needed
In the world
And
Deeply
Appreciated

But sometimes
You have
No other
Choice

Sometimes
They
Want to be
Left behind

But as
I turn
My back
I feel
My heart
Aching
It's
Breaking

I want
To hold him
I want him
To know
How
Completely
And utterly
Beautiful
He is
But I can't

So I simply
Hold
A pillow
Instead
And
Hope

I hope that
He knows
I hope that
He's safe
I hope
He has
Happiness

I miss him
I wish him
The best.

l.v.s

I'm not sure
Why your walls
Are molded
Out of ice

I hope
you're warm
On the inside

Please
Please,
Don't be
Numb.

l.v.s

I've met many people
Grown close
And intimate
With only
A few

Each individual
Holds a
Special part
Of me

Some are hidden
Amongst the fog
Some others
Are held close
To my heart

Recently,
I've been
Thinking
About
You
But that's
Nothing
New...

l.v.s

Your presence
Is feather-soft
And weightless

I lose myself
To learning
The constellations
Of your mind

With each
Passing second
I can feel
My mood lifting.

l.v.s

You need
To stop
Holding
Onto things
When they're
Dead

You fill
The empty
Space with
What ifs
And
Maybes

But you knew
It was dead
A long
Time ago
You just
Don't
Want to
Admit it

Now you've
Gone and dug
Yourself
A deeper hole
To cry in...

l.v.s

Your tolerance
For me
Has become
Paper-thin

You promised me
Forests and bird song
But now
All I'm left with
Is shredded
Love letters
How did things
Become so wrong?

l.v.s

You've been shaking
Your whole life

Your voice trembling with uncertainty
Your hands trembling from overuse
Your whole body shivering
From cold and emotion

Come here
Come rest
I'll watch
Over you
There's
No need
For fear
Here

l.v.s