Five sixteen am
Here I am again
No Sleep Yet
Oh Ps; There is no bet

The Feeling of Expression
The Use of Words
A sense of Relief
Rushing from my head
IN your bed
I wonder what Your dreaming,
I know I love You
And You Love me

Our Relationship will be
As god intends it to be

A secon chance

The second Act

The flash of the night

Taking over the sun lit sky

Transforming right in front of my eyes

Loosing Control

Needing to GO

Being alone,

time after time again

Realizing It's Ok

For Thats Just who I am

From Smog and Snooty Stairs

To Humid Summer Air

Palm Trees And Sand

To Desolute Miles of Farm Land

Wondering when and If It'd End

To Praying I could be back home again

A new age A new stage

Coming together    

Forming a Reason

Forming a Person

and A self Esteem

Prep,
Plan,
Dream. Achieve-
Go than get-
Nice whip.
Please And Play,
Pray Everyday.
Learn to cook,
Rock A look.
Hit the gym, go for a swim.
Turn Proving them wrong,
Factual.
Believing in the UNbeliavable'
Going the limit,
Taking the lead
This life is so extrordinary

all of this
once again
seems to be
another bad begining again


same problems
different location

isolation from the world
fear of the moon
and even the sun light
this is daily

a boyfriend
who isnt even a friend
simply a little boy

who met me in the peak of the turning
but really it was me who gave in
emotionally scared

and forever questioning

fragile
violet
purple and grey

listening
aqua
fusia and green

confused
yellow
brown and blue

music
loud
charging and sleeping

guilty
crying
supressed and depressed

I am not this girl
all over again
sprawled passed out
on her bathroom floor

You are him
you are the one for me,
I am sorry its been years.
All the tears
of the fears of being hurt by you haunted me -
day in and day out      ;

added with all the drops of rain
from the struggling nights of our pain
questioning us, him, you, me and what we should be ...
mixed together
equals
I know that you and I will make it together
Forver.