my love for you
has no beginning, and no end
the infinite sky i see when i look above
ever changing but always there

my love for you
runs deep within my soul
a winding river flows back into the sublime sea
all at once serene and at peace, finally home

my love for you
is simple yet true
every spring a ruffled daffodil sprouts up its arms
year after year returning to its natural place

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your  love for me
a constant state of bliss, stupid grins, lips turned upward

your love for me
the last puzzle piece to my core, now my heart is whole

but really your love for me
is nothing short of everything, never will i need a thing else

i have it all

daffodils slowly unfold themselves
you and i are holding hands, clutched tight
riding around town in your car
dancing like fools to the bass drop

hot hot heat radiating the air
you and i slip into our skin
cant be any closer
body and soul are one

orange leaves and naked trees
you and i walk through the woods
me wearing your hoodie and you mine
reminiscing of when we met
how i beat you in a racing game
you took it well

chilling flakes crash outside the window
you and i content cuddled up in blankets
some play wrestling
laughing too hard to even pay attention
to our favorite series' flashing on the screen

you and i
together and thats the beginning middle end.
good days we share all the little details
bad days we kiss away the sad ones
rain or shine
we will see it through

one thing im absolutely sure of
today you and i
tomorrow you and i
forever you and i

It helps me
It’s hard for me to admit
It calms me
Even if for only a little bit
It takes me
Away from all the pain and disgust
It changes me
Lost all feelings of trust
It numbs me
Everything inside I keep
It frightens me
Might lose control, might cut too deep
It hurts me
Tears dripping down where I lay
It helps me
But also kills me and bleeds all love away

ive never quite felt sensations like these
never been so sure of my own heart
had no idea from first glance to glance
all the love soon to start
and ever since weve been together
i truly cant get enough of your touch
the longing to be with you all the time
overwhelms me, almost too much
but the things im utterly sure of
the reason i wrote this for you to read
your arms holding me
your kiss that sends me soaring
you, your love and oxygen is all ill ever need

I'm heading toward a train wreck
Slowly losing control
The brakes that usually help
Suddenly lose their appeal
Instead I find myself taking the seat belt off
No longer in need for its kind thought
Faster, my foot hits the floor
No turning back this time
Focusing on the view
Every detail becomes clear
One glance in the rear-view mirror
Farewell to all those whom I deeply love
A silent hope that they won’t hurt but understand
That all the hurting will end tonight
Closer and closer, So many thoughts cross my mind
Increasing speed until I’m feet away
Everything suddenly freezes
All noises cease
In these final moments
All I ask for is peace