Sitting alone listening to music
Typing it out getting it out of my system
Eyes judgement full of disgust
Not buying or believing the bs
I'm doing my own not worried about yours
Mindin my business not trying to get caught
You talk about everyone else nothing going on with you
Drama and trouble all that's important is the truth
Not trying to prove myself I've already done it
Venting but I've said too much maybe not enough
Feeling the change within not going back
Already know don't tell me how to act
Im doing good your the one who overreacts

I need you too
When your away
I crave you most
The undeniable urge
To lie my head
On your chest like
I once did on
That bus ride home
I miss you even now
I wish you were here
So I could fold my body
Into yours
Or lace our fingers
So that we are just a
Little closer
I wish I could fall
Asleep beside your
Beating heart warming mine
I Want you
To let me just be yours
Happily and forever.

Another night talent goes unnoticed
Close your eyes but no one sees the vision
Felt great about the outcome still fell short
Worried about being forgotten
Never remeber for all the effort
Laughed at not made for it or suppose to make it
Try other ways even if they don't make sense
Body and mind fight to change
The norm not made for the outcome seeker
Hard to breathe headaches that never end
Pain everywhere could free of the vice grip
Only one level but meant for the next
Hard to sleep the images flash before the eyes
Always on the mind too much trying to block the view sleep would be a reward
Still so much needs to be done