Its just so easy
Why do I try so hard
When I cos end it all
Its only a bit away
Ready to do the job
If I let it
Eyes turn into
Waterfalls
Then it's over

You'll get them next time
They always say that
I know its not true
no matter what
There's at least one
I could go the extra
Mile and some went
The extra two
Just knowing you are
Every single time
Is too much

How did it all
Come back to this
Everything I tried
To escape my pain
Fails I'm bounded
To it all
Arrows shot by haters
Find there home
Inside my heart
All I can do is
Lick my wounds
The only thing is
I help ease others pain

I was told by my father
"A man should never cry
But for only a death"
When you hate yourself
As long as you can remember
You tend to cry for things
You do
But I always had to force
Myself to stop or I'd
Disappiont my father
So I hid my feelings
Still visible but out off
Sight

Everywhere you look
There's an infinite
Combination of colors
I want people to be hooked
But their gaze never last
I slave away with my knit
Of needles and thread
Trying to fix the torn
Blanket that our mothers
Worked so *******
piece by piece

They say such hollow words
There's nothing backing them
They seem happy at times
It never last though
They say they love me
I know they really
Hate me

Why would anyone
Want the knockoff
When they could have
Something better
They ignore me
Only noticing when
They want something
Being a knockoff *****
You're alway compared
To the original