we lay awake not quite yet dreaming our bodies trembling in the sacred rhythms of the earth with twilight at our feet a single breath I submerge myself completely into the river of your body and it is like spring has come so soon the flood awakens and your cold waters bathe the grasses, the wildflowers and the weeds upon our lips, a rosebud each, opens up in prayer to the sun and into one another moss grows to cover up our bodies we rest for every winter that will come
google drive kept telling me it's not too late month after month for years succumb succumb your memories at gunpoint succumb, forfeit your money i promise you'll be glad it's all good faith it seems i've waited far too long kept saying it's not worth it without a back-up plan i thought i'd never need it but now i'm lost out in the hills and i've lost something here and i don't know what no memories remain i plead to you great corporate god above, below and omnipresent return to me all memories that i've held dear i'll give you all my money i'll betray to you my flesh take it take it great corporate god return my memories to me
mother, o mother the river and the rain do not shed your tears for me mother, o mother the sun and sky above fret not, rest easy i am dying mother, o mother caressing wind, tempestuous monsoon, i am sorry, sincerely, with love
i drink coffee when the moon is high and smoke cigarettes way before dawn i drink too much never enough and love too much, too many all the time and everything i do will one day **** me there will not be enough space on my tombstone to write down every cause of death and i will never live enough and i will never be alive never grow old even when i'm eighty with my knees and back forever aching i will not have learned enough to be anything more than young and i will die forever young unlearned, unwisened decaying body melting snow