Its undescribable, hard to grasp a hold of

The force pulls me in, captivating my heart and soul

I lose control, my world is spinning

Rotating, as we play and switch our different roles

My breath is oblivious, as you softly whisper in my ears "I will never let you go"

We lie on a pile of roses, the petals fly high as we land

I fall in your arms

My security, my everything

My heart is pounding harder

As you glide your hand up and down my side

Affection I haven't felt in a while, only wishing we could freeze time

Sympathetic as we glance through each other's eyes

Everything falls to silence

We put an end to all violence

Unbreakable companionship, as we ponder through each wall

Circulation of our blood flow, correlates as one

Rushing in the same dirrection, even when the moon is not full

You fit the missing piece, the other side that makes me whole

Sleepless nights for enternity, the perfect harmony

As two joines together, forming a mystical fantasy

Discovering like a child, who just learned how to walk

Our desire is to search further, not ever wanting to pause

The emotion lingers with sensation, high quality of depth

Intriguing with each step, to love unconditionally

Promises to be kept, memories to fullfil

A vow to retain

" I will love you til death do us part. In sickness and  in health."

" For the better and for the worse."

I will give you my heart, my soul, my love

And through each storm we will stand together

United as one

when we should stick.
The rigid cliffs
spiraling down our spines
grind every time
we’re held together
as one.

I don’t know about
you, but we should
probably find
a way to smooth
things out.

Maybe glue ourselves
together so our
problems don’t appear
so transparent
to others.

You long for something real

Affection from another individual

That feeling we all hope to find; before the end of time

Your desire is stronger than any battle wound fought at war

Old lust that burns deep within the fire

The ashes remain; dark and gray

Particles from the past; reopens a box

A half of heart lies at the bottom

It has been lost for so long

All it hunts for is love and nothing more

The scar is deeper; heavier

A death rose separates; as it falls mournful to the floor

Another lonely soul

You went down a few roads

Your heart was expose

Baring throught the pain

Your fear grows day by day

In barriel time changes

Yet you stop at nothing

Still searching for that rhythum

That beats to the drum

That sensation that drives you crazy

Can make your body feel so numb

When both your hearts beat as one

That feeling when you connect lips

The mystery you find behind every kiss

The touch of their soft skin

Covering every base

Not wanting to miss

The simplistic basics

You dont have to peek much further

Im in your sight babe

I promise not to hurt you

You have my trust, I wont decieve

Break your fall, then leave

When I speak the word forever

I mean enternity

Your perfect harmony

Lose control with me

Play all night

Making our greatest fantasies, come alive

Creating erosion; as we mark our territory

Explosion of deep compassion

As we send out different vibes

I gaze in your eyes

They change icy blue on the cold days

Then back to a blueish-gray

I wrap my hand around your neck

I pull you closer to my chest

Your eyes start to roll in the back of your head

Forget about everything we once said

Allow our minds to draw blank

No more thinking; just discovering

Stop all clocks and time

I long for every touch

Every minute spent in your arms

Wanting to freeze every sound that surrounds

Accept your heart beat that steadily lies against mine

The drum finally beats as one

A light kiss to the forehead

A smile across our face

Your everything I want to embrace

Cling to for enternity

Your my perfect harmony

Today is a brand new day


Yesterday just fades away

I am running in circles again

Where is my dignity?

My heart pounds harder everytime I hear your name

My mind so oblivated to the image of your face

If words could only describe the feeling I always receive

when I am lost in the in between

With you in this dream of reality

Moments I ponder in circles til I lie in your arms

Counting down every second til I am close to your heart

Whats in a fantasy?

When you can wake and love in reality

Stumbling over my feet, can you catch me?


If I fall, if I break, if I lose myself and tumble

If I give all I am, when I’m ready to take

Will I be strong enough to fight, as I wait?

If I search will I find, the answers that are hidden

All that I have forsaken

All the openness, all the brokenness

Here I am, Here I am

I’m not breathing, no I’m not dreaming

To sacrifice, to let go

To lose at a battle

My heart gets fainter, as you get closer

I lose control, my body in despair, shaky and scared

I tremble with each step, afraid to fail, to make a mistake

Grasp me in your arms tonight

Be my blanket, the black stary night

Wrap your body arounde me

Make me feel like you did when I first gazed through your eyes

I was seeing through Heaven's gate

The angels flying based upon fate

I get lost for days

Allow me to embrace your touch

It makes me lose my breath

Memorizes me with every kiss

Like pain doesnt exist on the prosperity of sernity

But when I lose my way will you be my light?

If I fall, if I break, if I lose myself and tumble

If I give you all I am, will you be ready to take?

To be strong enough to fight, will it be worth the wait?

If you search, will you find all the answers that are hidden?

All that is forsaken

With all the openness, with all the brokenness

If I convey to you all my secrets, will it keep you from running away?

To allow fate to guide your way

Will there be enough time to seize before its too late?

But here I am, here I am

Will you catch me as I fall? Mend the pieces when I break

Be a cane to lean on when I lose myself and tumble

If I give you all I am, will you be ready to take?

Strong enough to fight, even if you lose the battle

Will you still search for the answers that are hidden?

Redeem what you have forsaken

When your expose to the openness, expose to the brokenness

“The view of a man that lost his whole world in one night, now he wakes everyday knowing he won’t see her laying by his side. Until time joins them back together, he is only left with the memories and the pain he hides inside.”



“The unspoken words I could never say, now it is too late. You lay in your peaceful bed, but you’re not awake; you remain dead. I can’t get you out of my head. Even though you lay to rest, this is not the end, just the beginning of a new start, until we meet again.”



I hold a picture of you in my hands; your memories in my heart

Bow my head realizing I am falling apart.

I hide my emotions behind close doors, too ashamed to face the world.

I ripe my tears as I leave my room,

But the anger and pain keeps on showing through.

Still pushing through everyday thinking about you;

How long can I stay this way, before I decide to go too?

I stand before your coffin as it opens wide.

I close my eyes and your spirit comes alive;

Holding on to everything I thought I’d never lose.

Then the light reopens and it all fades away;

The walls begin to shake.

Then I am back in my room.

Staring at another dosage, a drug I over use,

I lay back in my bed, everything spinning in my head.

And I am back in my happy place;

Where I try to escape

My dreams scurry faster,

Of everything I once said.

Then it is finally over.

I lean in to kiss you;

As I watch you lay to rest.

I walk away with burden on my shoulders;

Not expecting to say good-bye forever.

Trying not to cry and blow my cover;

For I must stay strong, though I do not know how much longer,

Who do I turn to?

Would anyone understand?

The pain of losing someone, you’ll never see again.

Does anybody feel this way?

Do they ever feel regret?

Knowing they had the chance to say “I lover you”,

To someone who was more than just a friend.

Now I live everyday with you underneath my feet;

With a gravestone reading “Remember me not as I am now, but as I use to be”.

Then I fall to my knees, and my heart shatters to the ground;

My soul is still lost,

Is anyone around?

Can they slowly lift me up?

Give me the strength to stand and the will not to give up.

How far do I have to go on this lonely road?

Searching for the answers to lead me back home,

It’s so different without you here,

I use to laugh without being scared.

Now I struggle with every battle closing in on fear.

Voices screaming louder, they surround me everywhere.

It’s hard to run away from a face you use to see everyday;

Now I shut my door, the sun is going down;

Another day has passed that your soul lays to rest.

My tears are finally dry;

Then I shut my eyes, to be where you are.

Our time is endless now;

I’m forever by your side.