Tired and weary but awake
Perhaps try to go back to sleep
Though
Never be like
before

Years have seen these tears grieve
For a little reprieve
Love came to me and parts of all that's seen
Washing myself clean pouring fresh opportunity
Cleansing away negativity in flowing streams
Arms curl to hold comfortably
Kiss the skin on bended knee
Resting in my arms

May all friends and family live in peace love harmony health & tranquility
May the world live in peace love harmony health & tranquility
May the universe be at peace in love in harmony in health & tranquility
Thankyou God for your blessings
Amen
Namaste

Music plays and hits internally
Chiming to the resonance of growing sound
The tone reverberates into the vastness of the sea
The waves dark and choppy
Plummeting deeper into the darker depths
Down down down past the ice cold layers into the absence a void
A black hole births to a blue ocean of crystal clear and tranquillity
In open air birds eyes fly to witness the waters clarity and whales underwater flight
Shadows and light flow
Polarity and connection
Body forming the bridge to spirit
Feelings come and go
Sharp pains to aches to numb and hollow
Wreck laying below on earth's bed
Restoration in the break
Cut out eye to replace with shimmering lake stone
A glass eye to reflect the world
A mirror
of
the soul

The fire fuelled inside feels so strong it hurts
Passion burns alive

Fall back on time
so you can
spring
forward
when the time
is
right

Dancing was once devoted to the sun
However when the rain falls drops can wash you numb
So you learn to dance in the damper days
As cooling droplets trickle down your face
You feel the flow from up high place
Wet your lips
Pulsating pleasure
to
taste

I have not been true,
Of person want to be
In early morn a vision came to me
All hell will reign down
Must repent immediately
Said prayer
Words shared
But still
Heart does not
feel free

Cry til
the tears
wash
away the
fears

It's funny how we can determine our worth through a job
I let mine go
My house has rarely been a home not healthy in its bones
All possessions are damaged goods
I need to let them go
Bit by bit
I throw them away
The letters
The pictures
The memories
Cannot be reframed
Soiled by a house in disrepair
Not sure where I'm going but it's not back there

Words echo back the messages we need to hear
Reflections on disturbed pools of water can become so clear

The masks
The persona
Hidden in plain sight
They will come off



And the truth will be revealed

As she was in dark
He was her light
When he was eclipsed
She shone bright
Complete in day
and
night
Together making waves
under moonlight

It's hurts so much
Another blood rush
Had enough
The pain it stains
Has me on my knees again
Shaking
Breaking
Cramping up
The mouth of ritu river
should
flow
with love
Birth to death will come and it must be honoured not covered up
The shame always brings
the wounds
fresh
cut

When the roads need resurfacing the concrete opens to gap
The raw edges unearthed
The built up tension has caused the exposure to the rumbling core
The pressure placed upon uncovers the tender spots
We observe
We take in the scattered rocks  
Acknowledging its truth
The vulnerable air
We can be grateful we noticed it there
Wide open and bare
Now we can fill up from inside
To bring up to level
To join on the expansive highway

I've seen through your eyes
I've known the tears you've cried
I've felt the heartstrings pulled wide
I've felt you broken inside
I've tasted the times you've swallowed your pride
I've been places you went to hide
And to all those spaces you opened up
Filling up of not much or too much
Empty
Overindulged  
Laying with your love in the guilty malice and the shame centred rug
It was at one time your only cover
How you danced with the shadows
The romance of willows bearing your narrow leaves and small flowers
Finding the love in those little things
Tying the pliant branches to yarn encircling loom
Ouroboros love
Come back to you

I'm not looking for anyone
I'm looking for the one
The one who will stand at my side in this human life
Otherwise
I shall stay alone
Embrace the love inside

Two pigeons on a rooftop
Courtship dance
Was this a first pairing for life
Or fates second chance
They look out together
Parallel Romance

Room is a universe
Bed is a planet
The ceiling the stars shine so close you could grab it
The energy is buzzing
Electricity powers the air
Alive with connectivity
It was heightened to share
Brain waves
Neural pathways
Signal to nebulae
Galaxies
Dark and light
Crossing cells from
day        
           unto
        the              
         night

Full of thorns
One ***** will make you bleed
All around dies in ash lined ground
Blood trickles
Seeps
into
the
roots
of decay
Soaking in
Growing Grief Sin Misery
Flourishing in Rosy Grey

The waves bashed against the rocks
Pebbles Jagged
sunk
to
the
bottom
Ripples surrounded
Over
time
The stones were smooth

Morning belongs to the hard physical work
Creativity calls all the day
Nighttime the Angels and ghouls come out
Mystic mayhem at play

Known too many different kinds of shades of blue
It need not matter
   They all died too

Striving for acceptance
Want to be adored
Content to feel cherished
Not alienated and ignored
Compromising individuality to not be divided
Variety is the spice of life
Each man women a treasure island
Jewels to be uncovered
Faceted sides to be discovered
Each light and shadow cast a mast to set our sails
Focus on the accomplishments in all weather tales
Stories we tell that we didn't do so well
Yes we did we fought the giant squid
Prised apart from the ink blotted dart
Pulled away from its tangled tentacle sway
Made it to today
Lived to have our say
Felt it from the heart

You can touch my heart and all can be felt
I can hear your words under your skin
Lost eyes hopes sinking in
Beautiful souls with the toughest of beginnings
Healing to love our world
A boy and girl trying our best to live
A woman now learning to grow
Each day a lesson new
Humbling life review
Backwards and forwards to be here to love you
Your love sacred held by God
A mighty embrace
Can't just fall for a pretty face
A mind that will reject my faith
I must wait for a soulful wake
To share my sacred love

When I allow myself to feel pleasure I quite often cry
I've held the shame inside
Little by little
I'll let it go

Dripping
Shaking
Sweating cold
Death of life consumes the soul
Transformation
taking hold
Darkness digs sharp into the bones
Suffering deep
Surrender self for greater whole

Today I can't come down cause sadness and anger fill the room
I guess I have a lot to work on

Saints and sinners
Born to sin
One ends
as
One begins
If honoured to die as Saint
Live life in hell along the way

It always hurts
Though it heals
Rub it in
Take the sting
Aftermath
How does it feel?

I make my own bed everyday
But still I lie in it just to wake up
To rest
To heal
To feel
To dream
To wash the nightmares away

It's just
out
of
reach

Cause it's already
done

Water washing over cleansing and pure
Calming oceans touch
Glistening to the tune of heavens rush
A melody for dreamers paradise

Sapphire skies
There's a little a blue behind those eyes
But there is more to you than that
Solid exterior on the out
Darkened hue
Though bright and vivid
The light shines through
You are of fine quality
A gem
To me
No mask
I see
you
Clearly

How many times do we die in life
Were we ever really living ?

Words they hold me
Grip and bruise
Times they have scold me
Times felt abused
It's all in your head
You're messed up
They are well respected you're mistaken confused
Voices to torment
All down to you
We know them so well
What you trying to prove
A dear friend to us
It wouldn't
It could of been you

They appear without forewarning
Marching in the night
Passing with the darkness
Creeping into light
Haunting your dreams
Peripheral blight
Though when you turn to face and really see they don't take too much notice of you or me
Toing and froing
Restless and relentless
But the more you become aware
The less they seem to scare
Maybe just here to test us
Learning
from
the
deep

School days
Taught me nothing about who I was

Life taught me that

The day awakens as a freshly framed canvas
Primed for paint to create
Surface ready for its masterpiece
See what mood it takes
A little dark here
A little light there
Colours blending to one
Bright vivid imagery
Such sights to gaze upon
Creating lines and symmetry
Shapes along the way
A soft stroke here
A deeper brush there
The tools within your hand
A portrait pic or scenic far away land...
You have to ability to make
We are passionate about for which we ache
Add a pinch of magic touch
Starry night to top the day
Don't ask me though
There's only a scintilla of base in this handcrafted display

It's amazing all the hurtful words
we have wrote to ourselves
Once you've read them
Know how they felt  
Heal and transmute
Scrunch up the paper
Slam dunk them in the bin
Bit by bit
Peace by piece we can win
Feel whole again

Hear the siren of screams from outside
It's the same every Saturday night
Take me back to the countryside

Carried away
on the
crest
of a wave
Haunted souls
Floating streams
Birthed from the pool of infinity
Setting sail to the winds
Rooted in the sands
Sea of lillies
Bloom
again

I hear the echo of your call
My name in hidden depths
I breathe it in but don't reply
Sea of whispers on the wind

Sail on stormy seas
Forge
through
waves
so
deep
Man the decks 'a plenty
Steering left to right
Rocking n'
a swayin
Throw                
                      caution to the wind
Thrive on battered weathers
Adventure set to win
Horizon
                           sunny distance                            
New
islands            
in
plain                
             sight

Secrets in the reeds
My heart bleeds
Soil and sludge trudging slow
Mind aches for the knowledge I don't know
Sinking deep
Deep below
Black as night no sunlight window
Living blind in this hollow
Can I find the sun tomorrow?.
I let go
Sinking still
Surrendering soul to God's good will
The air bubbles rise to the surface
Floating up to see the skies again
Reeds growing reaching climbs ascend

She needed to feel vulnerable
So each time it happened
She felt secure

We were so close
Walking hand in hand
I felt a tight connection
I knew there was a link
He was frisky
He had me
at you're nicked!! :/