Do you ever have so much rage
You isolate yourself to not burn everyone else in the process

I heard that if you go into complete darkness you will illuminate the light

The light goes out and my room speaks

Some times I keep my light on

Phenomenal woman was she
She never bowed down to brutality
Gave all her worth
Worth was she
Keeping strong
Flying over adversity
Never fading
Embracing Divine Femininity
She met with battles
But she wore her scars like a suit of armour reflecting stars
Intact her kindness compassion and love
A spirit of a Woman
Eternal dove
Giving inspiration to those who've fallen to keep on rising
Hoping singing their bird song to the air and to the sun

As beauty befell incandescent eyes
Bequeathed by blanket of purest skies
Body of earth
Waters birth
Crystallize
Vision forms to hypnotize
Touch of spirit
Materialize
Like a snowflake
Each unique
Diamonds setting
Everlasting
Jewels
Of heaven

Like blossoms on a tree
Sometimes we drop off
Falling
to
the ground
The ground can be a stable place to show the beautiful patterns of nature
The colours as they fade or glow
As seasons change
The petals may wilt to grow

Move in
Now move _
Awwwww...
:-(

I've acted from both fear and love
             I see where they link and overlap

Prowling fiercely forward
Emerging from the undergrowth
Prey in sight
Eyes to hunt it down
Want the prize
Take it down
Teeth bite the carcass
Tasty and ripe
We are the hunters that will feast tonight

Let his mouth touch so beautifully with mine
as poetry is in soft light

Laying on the bed
He stands over her tall and lean
He cups her face and kisses her softly on the lips
Unbuttoning her night shirt taking her in pulling knickers down slight bit still resting on her hip
Fingers stroke her
He licks her tasting all over
Tongue poking in
Mouth massaging smooching skin
Her moans an ocean he wants to dive in
Her mouth parts wanting his length and width
Tongue tingling tip
Mouth making love
Hair he firmly grip
Her senses a pleasure sensation
a wave of fulfillment
They are lost to the world
A sea of connection

Slipping away
from
the
words

Drifting
away
from
the
sound

Feeling
away
from
the
body

Fluid
with
life

You call your ex out as a *****
Have you ever seen yourself as one?

You are the good person you say
I would say that...until I knew what we could be capable of

It's all them
Is any part of it you?

They cheated on me
Did you cheat on you?

I'd never do that
Life may show you otherwise

They are just like all the other guys
That you have dated from your conscious state can't say that when you may still be yet to meet another place

I'm gloomy
You constantly tell yourself

Let's pretend to be positive
No I'll melt

I'm feeling great
I'm glad you are

I'm feeling sad
It's passes like a moving car

I'm angry
Where's the grief? Where's the overstepped boundary? Or are you angry with yourself?

I'm upset
What saddened you?

I'm lost
Where do you need to be?
What do you need to do?

I have been rejected
I prefer the term redirected ...
Where do you feel abandoned?

They don't love me
Maybe you don't love you completely, or perhaps they don't love themselves.

I'm always used
Do you let yourself be?
Do you feel your worth??

I'm bullied
They are hurting and now so are you

I need someone to love me
Can't you start loving yourself?

I can't do that
Did you ever try?
Did you keep up the practice if you found it a little challenging?

I can't manage
You've coped so far

I'm damaged
You're in pain

I'm mental
We all have a brain

The world is a scary place
You have lived in fear mentality

Sometimes you just need a heart
To heart with yourself
Then all can become clear

When your body aches and your mind wants peace
Rest rest my child
Take the day easy
Lie down
relax
and
breathe

I can't stand your ******* lies
The ******* I despise
The sweet sentiment when your just **** and black flies
The apologising to hurt the inner pride
The lower standards truth can be hard to hide
Fears seen as weakness when the darkness would burn out your bloodshot eyes
Turning the cheek when heart and scars cry
Patronization when I could take you for a deep thrill ride
Demons
Death
Ego
Love
Hate
Passion
Desire
Hurt
Pain
Suicide
Lust
Infinity
Gutted from inside
Condescension
Descension
Ascension
O'
Come alive

Little wolf eyes not yet open
Ears not yet listen
Hearing the wind between the trees
Your time will come
As your sense instinctively broadens
A new horizon in your wake
Waiting for you to explore

She feels so much
Deep in her gut
Some days feels like her hearts been stamped on and punched
Then thrown away
But when she smiles
Eyes wild
Excited child
The world comes alive
She thrives and dives into the cosmic flow of inspiration and amazement
What a glorious creation
Time to play and have some fun
Sharing the glow with every one
Touched by her ecstatic buzz

Still judged by the lack of career path
Was never one for money
Just love and a family
Times shifted
Things fell apart
Find myself wedged between heart and heavy starts
Spiritual growth is seen as less than a job
Not viewed from these eyes
A life's time dedication and commitment
Much more than a job or any wealth
Working hard finding self
Though success and value measured in the paying rent
If I dream, in sense
can struggle each day
Stack the shelves
Borderline pay
Not a life
Sounds like living hell
Perhaps not so dissimilar to the hell you've already felt
Praying as you knelt

All is good in this great existence
Our communities are kind and friendly
The world is a beautiful happy place
We are healthier in mind body and spirit
People love what they do and how they live
People freely enjoying life
Going to the parks
Museums
Beaches
Countryside
Fresh air warm sun blue skies

As we sit here and ponder our existence
Thoughts race bout opportunities missed once
The now do we feel old or young
Future time will it all matter when we are done
We let the wounds air to heal
After the bandage has been ripped off and the soothing agent has been applied  
But how do we really feel now
When inside parts
are
slowly
beginning
to die

Think I'm scared to be strong
Somewhere in the past it's all gone wrong
Power and cruelty can sometimes blend
Turning allies into enemies
Turning away from your self
Humble is the straightest line
Though to be fear and weak does not serve
I guess some balance needs the mind
Always centre from the swerve

Although full of love and occupied
The room sits
empty
and
alone

Quiet mind
Closed eyes
Look at me
with
one wide eye
Orange glow which surrounds
Triangle perimeter
outer bounds
Observing all from high ground
Meditate on what is found

I saw the eye in my mind
It looks down on me
Am I doing right
Cause I'm feeling wrong
What am I
to do
Show
me  

You see

Many think they know me but I would rather be admired for my wisdom than my body
I love my body don't get me wrong
It's my vessel and I've worked on it to get strong
But my mind is the intimate place
My soul Divine state

The voices in our heads they bury deep
They bring us to the brink
Swim or to sink
When words are harsh and talk is cheap
Can we lie upon the raft or sit down on lands creek
Watching the waves rise high or
fall
steep
Taking the moment to ride with the tide
Rest
Reset
Balance
Stand back, onto our feet

Love is all we need
However love was all I needed and wanted
Still do
It's just my heart has a dull shade around it now
I can see the light in others and I can love them but I can't seem to feel love as strongly as I once did
Once my heart was left and broken by him
It became a kind of dim
Not sure if I'm ment to be loveless or love only as a friendship sense as a I see me in you and you in me never harm another
Not sure if all the love I try to give away is now devoted to him or for the Father and the Mother
Keep some for myself I know that
Just feel set at a distance to feel this flat
Perhaps it's the non attachment which can hold so much suffering severed me from the pain
But the numbness scars me too
Will mutual earthbound love ever feel completely true
Can't seem to fully commit
Even these thoughts are of the past
This poem too seems to lose its grip
A voice in my head says
'This too shall pass'
'Don't hold on
'Let go......

Those you love
Will always love
Despite what comes the way
You have to love them
Send them love
light
healing anyway

In each eye you look into
If you can not see you and your love staring back
It's not outwards you should be seeking

I like to be on the ground
But usually my heads in the clouds when loves lightning hits
I blame the imbalances
Bring me back down to earth where I can be more positively balanced
I'll take a chance but I want to see both sides of stormy romance
Feel the energy is charged for this
Hot rocket dance 
                      or a tempered strike
                                best
                left  
              to            
                bolt

Love is magic
If you get it right!
Otherwise
It's just a ****** sight!

I don't know what's next to come
but I feel it will be
full with
love
<3

Many of you have been beautiful parts of my heart
And I love you
The chatting
The laughing
The confiding
The support
I appreciate you for your unique selves and the caring ways
     many have brought
Thankyou!
God bless you!
May your now and each after be filled with love and joy
May the world be happy and a good place for you to live
May you rejoice in a beautiful new world
Love be your guide
And so it is!

Whispers of change
Blowing in again
The sun lights the way
Brothers Sisters love to all of them
The children want to play have their moment in the sun
Warmth encircle
each and
every
one

I kept pushing away
I see how annoying it is for another to go quiet and distant
I was afraid of rejection
I got it again
I spoke my mind if uncomfortable
It wasn't comfortable
He wanted an easy life
I didn't know how easy my life would be
I wanted them to accept me when I couldn't fully accept myself
They taught me to heal deeper by my fears
I'm learning to embrace more of me
No longer together
I still care and will love them anyway
I want them to be ok.

I use to sneak down as a kid
My body could walk even if I was sleeping
Safe to take myself back to bed

As a baby vivid memory
Could not escape my crib
Morning came awake in the middle of them
Care givers ether side

Later memory
Unable to rest
A window display
Goldfish swim in the invisible water
The flow makes my lids heavy and low
Relaxing to the night
Swimming into peace

Even now if in a place of disharmony
When eyes stream and dreams feel out of reach
A hand holds out for me
Feeling the fingers lace my own
A warm comfort even in agony
The softness caresses skin and bone
Love is home

Some days I feel I've seen too much and feel I've felt enough
But I also love

Please love me like
I am love

Your love will fill me like an oil well
Slick and thickly
Ground
to
heavens
tell

Deeply to feel seems to be a lover of real
The beauty of love feeds the heart
Nature is not only nurture but glorious penetrative art
Though the beauty is keen so is the disgust
Sorrow is not only seen but felt it rips the soul apart
Love but love deep
Hurt if you feel but learn to know your worst
The devils tongue is sharp and the angels harp weeps
Touch for only true
Hear the blessing in the curse
Broken hearts can surely beat as two

Going through the motions
Working through emotions
Healing as you go
Finding out inside, the love you kept away
Bringing it to open, to shine in light of day

Too much pain in the world
It's time to heal
Not hurt another

Just because romantic love never worked out
Doesn't mean it cannot be
A friendship love between you and me

How could you love another so heartily
When you couldn't love yourself
Love starts with you
Til then
love
It fails to be true

You can cut me down with your lies
Smack me with despise
Let demons crawl up my thighs
But look in these eyes
So much love to beat  :-D

Giving myself more love each day
Because no one ever loved me in the deeply desired way
No other choice but to grow this state
I'm not giving up or giving in
Perhaps one day the love will stick
and stay

Too many people self loathing
Yes it's true it's something most will do
But stop it please
It's time to realise
You're so very beautiful :-)