Keep walking with the sleep in your eyes
Down the stairs to where the projected screens reside
Speaking words from backwashed mind
Those ment to protect send you to lie in bed
Questions riddling your head
Forget it all

Today's a new day

Fields of purple in wildflower plume
Tree on the hill shades cool room
Warm summers day picture perfect scene
Wide open space all in sight glorious graze to belong to dream
Serenity and calm love and foy fill up the pasture with fruitful joy
To sit to spend time in the sun with shared love and basket of sweet and savory picks
What's mine is yours we taste and divide
Feeling the warmth filling up from inside
Cosy up close as watch the sun set
Stars allign to capture moments spent
This place is divine
Sweet home to find
Sentiment to never forget

Each time
I
fall
I appreciate more and more

Oh dear universe
You are a marvel
Exploration of you turns wonders into cosmic whirls
A voyage of self discovery
A trove of magnificent worlds

Kindness to me
A most beautiful quality

So I bought myself a self sabotaging online course today!

I might finish it..

The hardest people to love
Can teach us
the wisest lessons

I saw a snail and it's spiral shell on road again today
They say in life everything comes back to you

Pain hits me again like a steel knife
I succumb to the trembling inside

Anxiety shush
You're like a rustle in a bush
The winds will blow where they may anyway
Just flowwww..
Ok

Fall back on time
so you can
spring
forward
when the time
is
right

Growing up felt the odd one out
Too sensitive insecure think rather than do
Said the wrong thing
Wore the wrong clothes
Never told beautiful
Still working on more love for self
But can see now
Others put out their own view
Doesn't mean that words said or not should be true

Coming from nothing
to
something
Back to the source of all creation
Between it all a life of contemplation
Restless for a home
Longing
for
salvation

So far all I have for photo shoot
Is a pair of heels I can't walk in and a thong to show my bare...
Skin
Must go shopping!

No matter which way the blood
let
the heart
was always
heavy
You came along and tipped the scales
The heart was lost it had abandoned its true home to stay with his
Then again..
I was taught how to live
and
bleed

O' Lord All mighty
I give praise to you
You have walked beside me and guided me through
You have been there to warm my heart when I felt all was lost and could no longer go on
You gave me hope when the way seemed dark and foreboding
You gave courage when all around lay fear
Your love Your light led me here
I give my love my faith my joys tears and surrender to you
I cry in adoration
I'm so grateful to have found you
For lessons so far learnt
To feel the connected earth to divine presence
Forever in my heart
O' Holy God

Person: Oh my god that person is sooo sooooo very very irritatinggg
Guide: Do you ever see yourself as like that irritating?
Person: Oh my god Nooooo www 😒
Guide: Ok

Person: That Person! That one there is Always So ANGRY!!!
Guide: Do you ever see yourself like that angry?
Person: Ey! I Am Never Angry!!!
Guide: Ok.

Person: That Person is confrontational all the time. Why? What the **** is wrong with them?
Guide: Do you ever see yourself like that confrontational?
Person: Oiii!! What you trying to ******* say???!!
Guide: Ok
Person: What do you mean OK???
Guide: nothing

Person who is a counsellor : I'm ok but no one ever asks me how I am.
Counsellor/ guide they see: And how do you feel about that?
Person who is a counsellor: Its like they don't notice.
Counsellor/guide they see: And how do you feel about that?
😁

Person: I wish I was like them so loving kind and caring.
Guide: Do you ever see yourself like that loving kind and caring?
Person: Oh so lovely of you to ask. I wish I was. Anyway how are you today?
Guide: Smiles 😊👍✨
Ok.

The lipstick smears
Pigments of the tears and fears we smudge through various lines
Tasting the colour of passions left
Kiss me into submission
Tickle tongues of sweet crimson
Tantalize with insight
Pin me deep with thighs of mirrored might
Lay raptured in your arms
Hands palm to palm
Lighting our hearts through the night

Set in your ways
Sometimes the saddening emotion sways
And that is ok
That too can be what is needed to feel at that time
It opens us up to the thoughts that bind
Inner wound and outer grind
Somehow we become accustomed to the striking chime
The heat that burns in God's sunshine
We are allowed to bask in beauties light
It's not bad
It's just a state of beliefs mind
We can release and receive
Take a day
to be
gentle and kind

I have felt each tear as dropped from mine eyes
Tracing heartbreak with each line
I have felt the lonely how cold and such sorrow
I have seen with mind the ascended master crucified betrayed befallen by earths blind
Loved until hollow
Darkness wash away the light and wake to bitter morrow
The emptiness that fills your soul when you no longer feel
The scratching at your bones when your skin was left to peel
How your insides died with every breath and hope was all you could hang on to
Evaporated passion and zeal

Now
you know
what it is to feel

From each other came you
Embodiment of experience
Essence
of
Source
Living
Loving
Learning
Lessons in life's course

The more you heal
The more you can see the abuse
You learn to forgive
But see the pattern play on
The ghosting motion when they don't get what they want
The things said in jest to make you the brunt of the joke
The insecurity that lays behind their eyes
The despise of you
You mirror the truth
They don't like what they see
So they would rather remove you from view

Light free and breezy
Warming in the midday sun
Vibrant roses spring to dance
with the world's pirouetting spun
Grass left wild and pretty growing to the sky
Touching clouds of white fields in open peaceful quiet
Rows of wildflower
as seas of
gold
Flowing to the notion of secrets and whispers that they hold
It was always
Divinely
Summer in her soul

Stepping out the zone of comfort
Doing things wrong
Saying words wrong
Looking silly
I still love me

Pass the parcel
Unravel the string
The material that holds the present thing
Pass it on
Round and round
Stop and open
You are the hidden item found
Let's play again
When did I join the party
I don't remember when
Did I invite my self
Anonymous send
Or was it a gift from a knowing friend
Maybe find out in the...
Your turn again

Free spirited woman don't you stop
Your dance inside makes body bop
Fire to fire you just can't stop
Live the life of wakeful stock

I turn the pages
Read the lines
Flick through the memories felt behind
Feel the words
Hear what's heard
It hits hard
Trails of our broken shards carried with our broken hearts
Scattering the pieces into our life
Stepping forward inching on the sharp blades of a knife
One we have whittled and sharpened ourselves

Need some time to touch the ground

Morning songs to gear my day
Running up that hill on YouTube display
Kesha praying for strength to come
Kid in street tells Grandfather in difficulty of the hill he today had to run
I felt the climb

Opposites attract and likes repel
Together we can be Heaven and or Hell
It's still an attractive proposal/ tender you see
So you be you, and I'll be me
Together we can grow
shape
chase
walk
or fly with wings

Keep ploughing
through the
dark
night
..
.

&
you
will shine
with the stars
of bright
light

Voices heard in the dark
Speak of light in tongue
Curious whispers of the mind
From spirit of which is sprung

Life carries its undertone
Quivering in motion to play to its tune
The instrument to our making
Emitting the sound of which chord we strike
Which string to strum
Which song is sung  
Held together by strings in the hands of our creator
Don't fret we are music
Pressed to harmonize

Arm
of
the
sea
Birth
to
thee
Bodies
delivery
Water
markers
anniversary
Swimming
in
sync
with
what will be
Channels
confectionery
of bitter
stroke
sweet
Breathing
swallow
Breathing
deep
Flowing banks of reeds that creep
Rapid current
Floating
slow
Freestyle
Buoyant
aid
for
mile
Treading
water
Tired
Below
Springs of hope as you go
Narrow
vision
Opening out
Sea of plenty
Turn
about
Island on the horizon
Or
to
sails
that
have
spent
No man is an island
Though we can
pretend!

Depression - Cheer up!
Anxiety - Don't worry!  
Overthinking - Stop!
Panic attacks - Calm down!
Be yourself!  - That's too much!
Shy - You don't shut up!
Talkative - That's really enough!

I love you
I love youuu..
I Love
You!!
<3

Pine needles
falling
from
the
Christmas tree
Shedding green day by day
Gifts bought
from
loving heart
Not a penny spared
The gift is of love
and wealth of care and share
No matter how little we own
Love will always be there
Enjoy the festivities and the pine needles
from moment they reach and all occasions inbetween
For times go
and this year
can beam such precious dream

Bow to You
Divinely Beautiful
Soul to Soul
Contact

Mirror
You show back to me my face
You show the reflection of each consciousness state
You beam to me the feelings that place
You show the emotion engraved
You tell me the truth of my projected relay
You feel me deeply as I you
This my love
I am so grateful
for
you!

Writing verse in gap in sleep
Last one about love light and holy trinity
I forget the way it goes now it was to form a triangle and say something along the lines of staying with the truth and seeing love in the face of the light of the holy trinity
the triangle was to shape words and bring together in unity
Unfortunately not in time to capture those exact thoughtful lines
Some I find the time some disappear into subconscious mine of mind
Shame I felt they were quite a poignant rhyme
I guess there's a jumbled gist to vaguely remind

So tonight I thought it was a good idea to sing out loud and drink
However for some reason I thought..
Put it out on Instagram..
****!
I'm drunk!!

Magpies hopping and flitting from branch to branch
Pigeon sits still silent in awareness

Balancing
when
winds
blow
in

The striving man
Reaching for everything
Wanting for nothing

I'm so tired of crying

Just when I think all is left where's it's been
There you are again in a dream
You come to me
Grab me kiss me so strongly so passionately
Then in another dream
I see you with her
and your future
family

How can what I see be real
How can the I be the only truth
My awareness is a reflection of me and my mood
It changes as it
                         moves

Being human is hard
So many layers to break through
Sometimes we too need a break
Take it easy on ourselves ❤