Skin Blood
Bone
Brains Heart
Soul
Body a container for the soul
Ain't any less
This I know

No matter the pain the lessons the strife
Even with the rain
In a weird way
Will miss this life

Love so high it can make you cry
Dark so low it can make hearts bow
The light felt as soft and bright
Fears can melt in the blink of all seeing eye
Death grips on to the hips it slips its unseen face to mask your shadows
Connected to source of all things
Drifting away on a black birds wings
Feeling nothing and everything
Sometimes makes the feeling sting
Numbness comes in to present
things
Holding on
to
new days
New gifts
A love that gets it

Messiah with throne up high
Coronation crown of thorns
Arms stretched open
Heart is wide
Healing hands pinned from outside
Inside there's a home
A love you can't deny
See yourself in every man
God's greatest noble plan
They not yet to see
Shown by righteous mercy
Sacrifice for all that shall pass to be
Blood shed colour of corolla
A shade bled from the heart
Crown always to heavens stars
Healing forever in the soul
Your touch of purity Of gracious whole
No death to only those that die
The hill ascended shrine
The dark tomb no cold
No mind
Veins of green leaf vine
Climbing to spirits life
Divine

Rose
+
bloom
from mortal
coil
of
man

I should sleep more but I don't want to get addicted
The dreams and rest can be intoxicating
I feel it as I rise
God knows what's inside

Candle scents
Beautiful essence
Jasmine
Tropical blooms
Lifts the heart
Fills the room
Sunlight warming skin
Smiles glow in happy feeling
Sipping on a tasty brew
Contentment in a cup

Sail on stormy seas
Forge
through
waves
so
deep
Man the decks 'a plenty
Steering left to right
Rocking n'
a swayin
Throw                
                      caution to the wind
Thrive on battered weathers
Adventure set to win
Horizon
                           sunny distance                            
New
islands            
in
plain                
             sight

Swaying and sliding
Trying to stay afloat
Rocking and riding holding onto hope
Spoondrift spraying on board boat
Steering the waves
Sculling the course
Setting the angles against capsized loss
You can't tame the tempest but can keep inside will
Accept the motion
Be poised and steady
For storm soon pass and you master ready

Sailing in waters calm and still

I'm scared to love again and that's the truth

Your love will fill me like an oil well
Slick and thickly
Ground
to
heavens
tell

Enamored against his will
Her love became the chill
that warmed up
his
frosted
heart

Out
of
nothing
Exists
you

There's a hole in my aura a scar I must heal
There's a burning in the solar an effigy to feel
There's a sorrow in my heart from the winters summer has concealed
My mind can plague or amaze
Thoughts can progress or drag sober or lag
Spirit flies above lack
Love calls me back

My love
My Leon
When we met I noticed you
I remember the way you turned that picture frame and tidied up the outside table
You seemed a sense of age in your soul
You also have your youthful buoyant energy
You intrigued me with your many facets
The energetic
The concentration of the chess game
Your wisdom
The beauty and engagement of your gaze
You intrigued and amazed
Those days
Each time you came to call I was happy to have you around
I enjoyed our many chats and just sitting together side by side
Your company made me smile
When you first kissed me it took me by surprise
I knew I wanted to though didn't expect it when the time came
I like your cheeky ways and the way you speak directly but with kindness too
I'm so glad we met and I'm so glad to be with you
I love you
My Leon

Sipping on solitude fills up mind
Reaching out to another no compatibility to find
Want to be the self
Not falling behind
Hiding
Giving out only snippets to minimize the doubt
Eyes glaze
Mouth stout
Understand each path walks its legs
Understand not all can see from same view
Understand love for each other
Care for me and you
Glances come from different angles a window some times narrow or too wide
Home lives central inside
Let each have their place the knowing resides
Sometimes I just want to play from a mountain high
in the sky

You have to start loving your pain
Or you will hate it
and breed
             more

She wasn't everyone's cup of tea..
..but even the coffee drinkers
wondered if they could
change their order

Ceiling above shifts and moves
Dreams speaking unspoken words
Lift and pull rest and waking lull
Seen mesh with unseen
Wave length unknown
Lights out
Off we go. .

Some souls you just gravitate to
Some slowly move
away

Seems like in relationships it just teaches me where I need to work on self worth
As when I love another outside me
I'm only left feeling incomplete
lonely
Though I hurt less
alone

My most devoted friends are those I've never met

I was just thinking
Not about much really
What if..I'm the moon the stars the rising and setting sun
The feminine the masculine
The need to be brave the crave of nothing
The past I've been the present I am the future I'm yet to become
The witch the seer the prophesier the believer
The angel the demon the shadow the light the great divine
The carer the healer the no friend in sight the lone cold darkest souless night
The egotist the narcissist the I'm soo wrong the I'm soo right
The pragmatist the pessimist the optimist the uptight
The woman the innocent the playful childlike
The life force the serpent snake
The doubter the trust in faith
The oppressor the saving grace
The learner the teacher the mistakes made
The adult the babe
The strength the weakness the sensitive the afraid
The abused the abuser the broken the unscathed
The passionate the dreamer the practical the changed the evolved the unchanged
The human the alien race
The past lives this face this time this place
The no time the no self the shifting in dimensional space
The gloom the misery the joy the spirited taste
The source to connection the all knowing and the unknowing fate
The ending the beginning now to wait..


What if.. I am everyone everything nothing / no-one

Hold me
Let's pretend we can still love

The moth drawn to the light repeatedly gets burned
Over time this moth has seen and experienced so learnt
Now it flies free and dancing in the dark
Pirouetting in open skies
Joyous frolicking lark
It finds its spark under stars
And the light of moon knows all too well
Moths wings rest and expand to the illuminant swell

I like you when you are kind to me
When you kiss me upon meeting or make me that boss cup of tea
I like to lay with you
Body to body
Hand in hand
Smooch the nape of my neck
Make me laugh to tickle the sensitive spot
I like when you teach me about things I don't know
To sit with you and laugh at a movie or funny show


I don't like when we row

And I don't like when we part

  I think you and I need to begin in the head and end with an open 
heart

<3

I love him
So much I love him so much
He makes me cry or I do
I cry cause of all I've held on to
All I need to release and how much love I have to give and how much he gives to me

Crying from One eye
Left or Right
Feminine tide or Masculine Fire
The Fire Burned Bright Tonight

If I try and trust
At least I'm trying
You can't fully when you have learnt to be discerning
You've had to from where you have been

When I'm down
Kick
Kick
Kick
and Kick
One day I won't notice

     Or feel a thing

My light shone in me it broke me
The darkness felt like warmth
The pain echoed pleasure and the will made strong
The soothing disturbed me it's uncomfortable wake
The thoughts did destroy me
The soul did shake
The actions pull me down dug me to mine grave
The awareness plummeted me and the present received the gift
The moments of paradox
The light and the dark
They gave me roots and a shining bright spark
The mistakes brought the compassion
The aches gave me hope
The destruction new salvation
Heart so broke it can now know love
The world been a torture
The dreams were of death
Over and over again
Until
rebirth
The light and dark dance they have a fine romance and from that new steps are formed in balance in surrender in will to carry on
In the space between both
Can create anew
harmonic
love song

Eyes rubbed out to light outside
Flowering world comes to life       Right before your starry eyes
Perhaps peeking a glimpse of  you  and the light that shines on through
to galaxies
of distant suns

Smiling all the way home
I walked with skip in step
Surrounding nature's beauty
Life's radiant breath
Leaves rainfall on the ground
Colours bright from floral bloom
Emerald and amber garland hanging frame of picturesque view
Love and earth in harmonic tune

The aura of your aroma inspires the air even after you are gone
A drop of you is all I need to hold on
Strong scent of intimacy
Close to soft skin
Your aromatic fragrance
prevails
me

When I go out I create the feeling I would like my day to bring
Is it happy calm amazing fantastic magical fun loving comforting
When I stay in I tend to feel let the emotions rise up and in
Write read meditate bathe soak exercise breathe release
letting go again

Climb the ladder
rung by rung
Losing grip
Feet are
           flung
Keep on climbing to the ledge
Keep on loving
til the bitter end
Falling
back
to
make
amends

Do you want a taste of me,
or to feel me?
There's a difference
between
the two

Your words bitter
Issues with you in that mood
I'll let them slide more easily and not hold on too tightly
But somehow they come back to me

A garden of extensive beauty
Luscious greens swaying in the wind
Vines climbing reaching high
Flowers growing in the meadows scented smile
Fountains of youth
Rows of bountiful fruit
Lakes of shimmery sparkle
Pools of warm waters embrace
Sunsets of passion
Sunrise of lights ray
You are the setting scene
You are the King
You are the Queen
You are the love of a new day

If something doesn't resonate
Don't make it fit
Follow your heart intuition inner knowing
You may change your mind in time and it could align
Though for now
Feel how You feel
Be real to Your needs

The sharks came last night
One of my greatest fears
So I let myself be swallowed

I saw others drown
And I thought
How silly are they
But the waters were stronger
than the bodies we held

Hold on they say
Do what's right
Even in the blackest of night
Be the mother
The lover
The father to all
To care for hatred
To those who fall
Nurture your heart to give to mine
Healing the self can redefine
You grow your worth and ground if others
do cross the line
You are a lion
A lioness
An eagle in full flight
A bat sensing the cave without eyes sight
A tiger
Tigress
A dragon of fire
Breathing hard and full with will to fly higher
Though you feel the dirt beneath your feet
You sympathise to the troubled
Struggling merchant
Beggar on the street
You know your strength and where you stumble weak
You are tender to touch
but
your bold folds
Deep

Was in a dream
I picked up some flowers they had been set down on the grass as a tribute, mark of respect was the to take as remembrance of your own
I placed the flowers bright pink and yellow onto soft grass
You then came by
We talked some small talk, not much
You lay down alongside me
You made a rollie
Smoked away
I drew, the pencil was drawing grand buildings I let the pencil construct and flow with the scene
You looked on
You were nervous so joked, made up another smoke
I knew you had so much more to say
I did too
We didn't need to
...
I can feel you
.

I thought about killing myself many times
Once when he told me the pills took weren't enough
A time when the oncoming cars felt enough
The bringing myself to the not good I'm not tough
The worst is the pain when feel not or never really loved
Your heart breaks you take what you should
It's a shame we deserve all we feel we could

The world was spinning not from its turn
The spinning mixed with other worlds
Around and round upside down
Kept feet to solid ground as head was whirling place unbound
Existence from outer space
Touching form
Firming state
Dream or real
Matter creates

Taste me with your lips
Hear me as I am
Hold me with my passions
Never feel me as undone
Wild women grown from the depths of earth the howl of sweet savage air and fiery flames of sun
So make me moan with pleasure on wings of ecstasy
Or run far away as I fly to where true natures heart calls destined home to be

Consumed by anxiety daily
Depression shifts and folds
Try to work through the social phobia but struggle to go out mostly alone
Make it to work and back sometimes walk the dog but still haven't found the striding knack
To go out without the doubt
Past worries took the mount
One of pain and setbacks
You would think the endless faced battles and the street (most feared) attack would finally see to that
I'm not brave
Just living with being weak

Black & White
Yin & Yang
Captivating drawing presence in
A trance into the contrast and parallel
The beauty in the dark and light dwell
Calling into balance
Awareness
Rise and Fall
Complementary enthral
Opposites to bring whole